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""The Gift of Life II""


Chapter 2
On Top of My Lap

By Ricky1024

"On Top of My Lap"
Written on August 26th, 2017.
By Doctor Ricky 1024
{A Dedication}
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"As I write must write these Beautiful Words....
"To a World not always As It Seems...
"Sparkle not of Diamond Rings...
"No Lolly Pops and Tropical, Coconut, Dreams."
"But Angels Will Eventually...
"Fly By...
...
"By The "Grace of God!"
"As hard a thing for me!"
"To write about giving your Only, Son...
"Away to He?"
...
"To Reflect Back....
"At that Horrid accident right after that Picture was taken...
"For Ever Foresaken....
"Suddenly Awakened...
...
"To Remember So and Reflect Back...
"Seventeen Hours Later...
"As My Only Son Jay...
"Must Suffer Silently and Alone So...
"Others will Not...
"As He Lay...
"To Reflect...
"BACK!"
...
"On the Very, Next, Day...
"April Fool's Day."
"The Joke was not to Be...
"As They...
"Would Silently...
"And Carefully...
"Dissect...
"My Only Son Jay, and then Take...
"His...
"Life Giving Organs...
"Away...
...
"There is not much more to this...
"Then I wish to Say but...
"As My Beautiful Grand Daughter Sasha...
"Rests Happily on My Son Jay's Lap...
"Making...
"The Whole, Wide, World aware...
"That there truly are Angels...
"Down *There...

Author Notes *There-
"That Precious Picture Depicting Jason And Sasha taken only Twenty Minutes at Nikki's Birthday Party by her...
"Back on March 31st, 2003."
"Shows that Jason is...
"A Holy Entity with One and Only one Purpose...
"To Live Only Eighteen Years and to Die in Order to Give Life."
...
"And to learn more About...
"Organ-Tissue Donations."
"Simply Call My Angel Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life."
"Philadelphia, Pennsylvania."
"At 1-800-DONORS-1."
"And, thanks from the Bottom of My and My Son Jason's...
"Donated Heart...
...
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to "Heavenly Father" and His Son "Jesus the Christ," Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented Artist, "Ricky 1024" and his picture...
"Jay and Sasha That Sad of Day"


Chapter 3
Way Too Much!

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Way Too Much!"
Written on August 26th, 2017.
By Doctor Ricky 1024. and
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
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"June 12th, 1992."
"Mom!"
"Dad!"
"Yes Jason?"
"I made a new friend today named Brian!"
"We had a picture taken in school today!"
"See?"
"Yes, very nice Jason."
"I respond."
...
"The next following months...
"I would take my Son to "Windlass" and drop Jason off to play...
"The Strangest Thing Carolyn?"
"What's that Richard?"
She Asks.
"It's this "Brian Thing."
"It's got me wondering?"
"Wondering, about what Dear?"
"Well first, No one but Brian answers the door?"
"And second...
"There is a "Sunken Living Room" which is always dark?"
"Never met...
"A Parent Figure?"
"Creeps me out."
I State.
"Go figure" was all that she...
{My Wife Carolyn}
"Would Say...
"That still Haunts Me...
"To this very day...
...
"Well, that was way back in "First Grade for Me, Dad."
"And As I would grow...
"I mostly had forgotten those "Few Times."
"Me and Brian played."
...
"His mom got a "Juicy Promotion."
{Kim Cole}
"And a desk in the "Administration Building" just Built!"
"Sports Director" for the High School of over a thousand students...
{Southern Regional High School}
"In Manahawkin, New Jersey."
End of Part Number One.
"Part Number Two."
"The Disparage of Brian Cole"
After Church.
"I Got to prepare as I teach "Priesthood Class."
"On Sabbath Sunday at...
"The Ladder Day Church of Jesus Christ"
"Marybell Road."
"Manahawkin, New Jersey.":
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Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to "Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus The Christ."
"Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this talented artist...
"Ricky 1024" and his picture "Brian and Jay All the Way!"


Chapter 4
The Gift of Life's Impact Today

By Ricky1024

"The Gift of Life's Impact Today"
Written on December 15th, 2013
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"There are many of Times in which...
"To Gift...
"There are many of Places like...
"Churches, Temples, and Synagoges...
"In which to give that Gift...
"Gift's of Clothing and Nutrition...
"Gift's of Time and Money...
"But this "Gift" that I am talking about isn't Money nor Time...
"But what it is...
"Is...
"The Ultimate Gift" so devine!"
...
"This is "No Charitable Donation!"
"Across this...
"Human Kind's Imagination!"
"No!"
"You can not give...
"This Gift back!"
"No!"
"Nor this this "Gift" a gift of Pain, Misery, nor Depression!"
"Nor Cancer, Suicide, Drug Over-Doses, or even...
"A Heart Attack!"
...
"This is a Very Rare and Extreme Commodity!"
"That is not Cremated nor Buried...
"Underground to Rot!"
"And, if by chance, your "Love Interest" is a Child, Spouse, Father, or Mother and is indeed...
"Gifted to...
"To Die on an "Untimely Day."
{Like My Only Son, Jay}
"To Die in an "Incredibly Horrid and Sad" way...
...
"The Gift of Life Organization" across this "Greater United of States."
"Waits for You!"
"To do the right thing!"
"To do what God wants you to do!"
"And, to Sacrifice as I personally had to do!"
"Way back in 2003...
"You Do what you Have to Do!"
...
"It will leave you Broken...
"A broken Down Mess...
"I Attest!"
"God's Test!"
...
"You may or may not now wish {Like Me} to Die...
"Or, you may or may not eventually do what I had after finally...
"Losing my FUC**** Mind!"
"But if you So do..
"Decide to...
"Donate that "Special One of a Kind Angel."
{Like My only Son Jay}
"And, wisely move Forward...
"I say...
...
"Then, You will be Blessed...
"And, You will Benefit from the Fact...
"That a Select Few awaiting...
"But no "Christmas of Present" indeed...
"Awaiting a "Human Organ" indeed!"
"With a need to Live...
"Live from your...
"Indominable Desire" to give from that "Special Someone."
"Whom hath just Expired!"
"The Spirit to Give" is a Powerful Tool indeed."
...
"So to All Who Read My Words...
"There is a "Real Need."
"At the time of this writing...
"67,000 are waiting some form of "Human Organ" in the Unitd States."
{Today over 100,000}
"And only a few and small percentage of that figure...
"Get to go home and not...
"In Body Bags!"
...
"So before you...
"Bury, Burn or Cremate from a lack of Knowledge and misunderstanding...
"By the Catholic Church and Priests...
{To say the least}
"This Latter Day Saint Priest."
"With...
"The Church of Jesus Christ."
"Wants you to only think about this once...
"Not twice."
"These simple words from me...
...
"Please Don't take Your...
"Organs to Heaven...
"For God knows...
"We need them here...
"On Earth."





















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Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this talaned artg b


Chapter 5
New Life!

By Ricky1024

"New Life!"
Written on August 29th, 2017
By Dr. Ricky 1024 and Alex Javier Valle
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"The Perception of Human Birth has been a long discussed Subject.'
"Since The Beginning of Time."
"Birth's Worth" has been Down-Sized."
"We are now more or less then Animal, existing in a "Humans Image."
...
"We War...
"We Murder...
"We Steal...
"And, we Rape!"
...
"Extinction, Eradication, and Erasure are Imminent as approached."
{Theology 26.12}
...
"Now, With Negative and Purposeful Destruction's...
"Is there Hope?"
"Is there Charitable Purpose?"
"Is there still a chance of Love?"
"From Above?"
...
"An Amazing Incident had happened...
"This Day...
"Less then three hours ago...
"New Life."
...
"From an Adopted, Ferule, and Wild Cat...
"Name "Katherine Onyx" AKA."
{Knock Out}
"A Black Cat."
"She did something that the current "Light Weight Champion Mayweather" can't do...
"Give birth to...
"Six, New, Lives,"
"IN LESS THEN AN HOUR!"
...
"Alex, What are Onyx's Babies Names?"
"Salt N Peppa...
"Bino...
"Cole...
"Blackie...
"Zorro..
"And Midnight!"
"Now for the Actual Birth!"
...
"New Birth!"

"All Alone...
"A long way from her...
"Wooded Home...
"A cat named "Onyx" is ready and willing...
"To Get Chilling!
...
"Where now will I go?"
Wonders Onyx.
"A place that no cats here no?"
"Yes, in my "Daddy's Room!"
"He lets me sleep in his bed...
"Silly Head?"
"There?"
...
"No, No, NO!"
"Now that won't do!"
"A place out of VIEW!"
...
"Ah...
"I got it!"
"The Closet of his clothes!"
"Yes, below under his...
"Short Sleeves!"
"Okay...
"IT"S COMING!"
...
"OH, My GOD!"
"That hurt like a BITCH!"
"Okay, okay!"
"I'll clean you!"
"YUCK!"
"Cat cleaning Sucks to High Hell!"
...
"What's that smell?"
"Oh, ME?"
"Gotta start washing me, too!"
"Where's dad with his "Aramis" when I need him!"
"RICKY!"
...
"FLUCK!"
"No one here yet!"
"Oh NO!"
'Here comes Number Two!"
"Now that really hurt and what's that?"
"Looks like a piece of Lunch Meat?"
"Well, "Ben Appetite!"
...
"Okay Dana...
"You and Alex{My Nurse Assistant}
"Go in the house first and check to see if it happened?"
...
"Dad!"
"I think you better come in here!"
"There is blood here and there!"
"Yes daughter...
"Alex?"
"Yes Poppa?"
"Get a couple sets of Latex Gloves."
"Time to investigate!?"
"Dad?"
"Yes, Dana."
"BACK, RIGHT, CORNER!"
"Yes, I see...
"She dropped a baby!"
I Reply.
"Alex...
"Take a look!"
Note-Remember earlier?"
"Onyx had delivered two alone?"
...
"Dad?"
"Yes, Dana?"
"Number two is on the way!"
'Okay!"
"Alex...
"Hand-Off!"
"As Alex gently places the new Kitten in...
"The Cat Box" we await Number Three?"
...
"Onyx this time rolls a bit and the kitten is still attached!"
"But they say to...
"Not Disturb" and eventually...
"Number Three" is handed off like a football by a Quarterback to His Receiver on "The Philadelphia Eagles!"
...
"I Figure "Seven all Together?"
"As number "Four" was knocking on That Door!"
"Okay, as I shined the light...
"You'll be all right little guy as it's "After Birth" dropped faster then a"Bad Pass!"
"Onyx disposes of the Cord and that messiness."
...
"I place Onyx in "The Cat Box" as she hears her babies cry for food."
"The New Brood" all "Four" settle in nicely...
"As I go back to my closet to start putting all my clothes back into my closet...
"A Faint Meow?"
"Upon further investigation...
"I realize the "First Birthing."
{When the cat was all alone}
"Actually happened in...
"The Bottom Left" and not "The Bottom Right!"
"Where we were busy!"
...
"9-11"
"ALEX!"
"I hear a cry!"
"And, as I reached around...
"I had felt a "Little, Furry Creature."
"And then saw Two!"
...
'To make a Long Story Short...
"Mother and...

"All, Six, Newborns."
"Are doing well!"
{For What it's Worth}
"New Birth!"
The End.
Approximate Word Count 640.

Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing Artist and Writer, "Ricky 1024" and his picture, "Alexander and Salt N Peppa."


Chapter 6
Memories Stored in a Jar of Glass

By Ricky1024

"Memories Stored in a Jar of Glass" {A}
Written on January 26th, 2014.
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
And Jason R. Smrkovsky
Started-8:12 AM.
Completed-8:18 AM. EST.
{A 6 Minuted Slammed Poem}
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"Memories now just drift away...
"Only those...
"Gross Objections," seem to stay...
"He will be okay, I guess?"
"So, so, Blessed...
...
"Just hold Your Head up high...
"Dad...
"It will be alright...
"And please don't cry for Me tonight?"
...
"But Lord?"
"When and how?"
"When My...
"Happy Thoughts."
"Have been blown away?"
"All so insane...
"Like some...
"Wizard of Oz Hurricane!"
...
"Demonic Forces."
'Frightful and Determined?"
"On a steady course?"
"Bound and Yearning?"
"Am I seemingly...
"Meat Stew?"
"On Satan's Menu?"
"Lord God, what am I to do?"
"What if this horrible thing...
"Happened to You?"
...
"First, Lost the Only Son in an instant...
"Thing just a few, months, later...
"The *Wife?"
"Cuts Deep like some **Knife!"
...
"But Jay...
"I can still hear You say...
"I'm gonna be okay...
"Your words Jay...
"The things we used to Do?"
...
'Your Voice...
"Your Eyes...
"Your Touch...
"Now so blue...
"But Now?"
"Your just...
"Forever...
"Seemingly Blessed?"
"My Little Man in Distress."
...
"But Lord, even that's all gone?"
"Like Jason's Favorite ***Song!"
"Hold My Head Up Strong?"
"When I no longer Feel...
"Like I Belong?"
...
"My House of Suffering."
"'Is empty and I'm all alone?"
"My "Grief Inside," can no longer be Denied?"
"Can't Deny...
"All those Objections...
"So Crass...
"Memories Stored in a Jar of Glass."

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"Written Within the Perimeter's of the Moon's Light." {B}
Written on November 30th, 2014.
By Dr. Ricky 1024
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"Within...
"The Depth's of Human Simplicity."
"Simplicity of Thought."
"Can you even ****Understand?"
"Within the Reality of An Eternity."
"Lies just the One...
"Alone in a House...
"That's no longer His...
...
"Alone...
"No Cell phone...
"No Way...
"To Pray...
"Or, to Say...
"I miss You, Jay...
...
"Within the Depth's of Human Comprehension."
"He suffers and will no longer Mention...
"How He Suffers, So...
"Silently, in "The Moon's Glow."
"If, only He Knew...
"If, only He would say So...
"Step back in Time...
"And, let it all go?"
...
"But, He can't as He Should...
"If, only He Could...
"As A Star is awaiting a Wish Tonight....
"Out of Time...
"Our of Sight...
"Out of the Moon's Glow...
"He has to make it Alright...
...
"He blames the Past...
"It seemingly could have been Prevented?"
"Within His Grasp?"
"Instead, He Grasps...
"The Butchering Knife...
...
"Forget Me See?"
"There's nothing left
"Of this Old Life?"
"There's nothing left...
"Of Me...
...
"So, I must now Go...
"Outside the Moon's Glow."
"Back to relight it if I can?"
"And, if and When...
"You see me Again...
"You'll Know...
...
"That I'm no as far as an...
"Extinguished Star...
"And, You'll feel this Place...
"Take a Moment...
"And, You'll soon See...
"Just where I Rest...
"Just where I'll Be...
"Finally Alright...
"Within the Perimeter's of the Moon's Light."
Approximate Word Count: 525

Author Notes *Wife-
"Carolyn Ann Richmond Harbach Smrkovsky."
{Suicide Victim}
"Passed away only eight months after our Son Jay."
**Knife-
"Instrument I used to try to commit Suicide December 1st, 2006."
***Song-
"Brian Adam's "Summer of 69."
****Understand-
"Jason left behind four, devastated, sisters after donating His Organs."
"And, to learn more about "Organ-Tissue Donations."
"Simply call my, dear, friend...
"Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life."
"Philadelphia, Pennsylvania."
"At 1-800-DONORS-1."
"And, thanks from the bottom of my and my Son Jason's...
"Donated Heart."

...
"Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this talented Artist and Writer, "Ricky 1024" and his Amazing Picture...
"Memories Stored in a Crystal Jar."


Chapter 7
Clean White Paper

By Ricky1024

"Clean White Paper"
Written on November 26th, 2014.
By Dr. Ricky 1024 and
Jason Richard Smrkovsky.

"The "One Side" is printed with stupid and unnecessary matter, while...
"The Other Side" is as...
"White As A Ghost!"
"And, as I offer up "This Gift."
"This Gift from "The Father, the Son, and The Holy Ghost."
"Let Me be...
"Your Spiritual Host?"
"Your Spiritual Host or Guide."
"As I let You come inside...
"But you see, for Me, I Died."
...
"My name {At the End} is not necessary or important but sad...
"And, My reason for writing on request is...
"My Dad."
"It's cruel to judge and imprison people and bad...
"Did he do wrong in trying to help those who have nothing at all?"
"That "Determination" is "My Interpretation" and my answer is NO!"
"But for he, others suffering...
"Let go...
"But why?"
...
"I died and others suffered in pain while, "My Ex-Friend?"
"He drove that car van "Insane" remains?"
"And, why do "Good People" die and...
"The Bad" survive?"
...
"Jesus died for the Sins of "Future and Past Humanity" but...
"It's written...
{As Example}
"In "Books of Religion."
"But still why?"
"Why He and why Me?"
...
"As you ponder these thoughts, I will try, to assist...
"Incidents such as this...
"With an example that can't be...
"And, You Shouldn't Make!"
...
Example Number Two:
Name- "Perhaps I shall never know...
"So for now...
"I will just call he Flo!"
"Flo" from some place in South Jersey...
"And, as of this writing...
"Needed a kidney, quick!"
...
"As she waited in her hospital room...
"Jaundiced and dying...
"God saw...
"Her Family" crying...
"As "Eight, Year, old, child with...
"Eyes that used o be Blue...
"Yellowed now too...
"Closed to Forever Not open?"
"But a "Christmas Present."
"Was about to be delivered in the "Form of My Kidney."
"And not "My Liver."
...
"To be delivered that sad of Day...
"What more can I say?"
"Destiny met Fate...
"That Sad of Day...
"And, I will show you the way...
"In this piece by dad entitled...
"The Gift of Life, Fact or Fiction?"
...
Example Number Three:
A little later today...
Ricky and Jay...

Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fan story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this talented Artist...
"Anne," and her incredible picture "Chaos."


Chapter 7
Clean, White, Paper?

By Ricky1024

"Clean, White, Paper?"
Written on November 26th, 2014.
By Dr. Ricky 1024 and
Jason Richard Smrkovsky.

"The "One Side" is printed with stupid and unnecessary matter, while...
"The Other Side" is as...
"White As A Ghost!"
"And, as I offer up "This Gift."
"This Gift from "The Father, the Son, and The Holy Ghost."
"Let Me be...
"Your Spiritual Host?"
"Your Spiritual Host or Guide."
"As I let You come inside...
"But you see, for Me, I Died."
...
"My name {At the End} is not necessary or important but sad...
"And, My reason for writing on request is...
"My Dad."
"It's cruel to judge and imprison people and bad...
"Did he do wrong in trying to help those who have nothing at all?"
"That "Determination" is "My Interpretation" and my answer is NO!"
"But for he, others suffering...
"Let go...
"But why?"
...
"I died and others suffered in pain while, "My Ex-Friend?"
"He drove that car van "Insane" remains?"
"And, why do "Good People" die and...
"The Bad" survive?"
...
"Jesus died for the Sins of "Future and Past Humanity" but...
"It's written...
{As Example}
"In "Books of Religion."
"But still why?"
"Why He and why Me?"
...
"As you ponder these thoughts, I will try, to assist...
"Incidents such as this...
"With an example that can't be...
"And, You Shouldn't Make!"
...
Example Number Two:
Name- "Perhaps I shall never know...
"So for now...
"I will just call he Flo!"
"Flo" from some place in South Jersey...
"And, as of this writing...
"Needed a kidney, quick!"
...
"As she waited in her hospital room...
"Jaundiced and dying...
"God saw...
"Her Family" crying...
"As "Eight, Year, old, child with...
"Eyes that used o be Blue...
"Yellowed now too...
"Closed to Forever Not open?"
"But a "Christmas Present."
"Was about to be delivered in the "Form of My Kidney."
"And not "My Liver."
...
"To be delivered that sad of Day...
"What more can I say?"
"Destiny met Fate...
"That Sad of Day...
"And, I will show you the way...
"In this piece by dad entitled...
"The Gift of Life, Fact or Fiction?"
...
Example Number Three:
A little later today...
Ricky and Jay...

Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fan story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this talented Artist...
"Anne," and her incredible picture "Chaos."


Chapter 9
Blame It On The Rain, Again!

By Ricky1024

"Blame It on the Rain" {A}
Written on November 27th, 2014.
By Dr. Ricky 1024.
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"Don't blame it on me...
"Don't blame it on me!"
"Yes, please don't...
"Blame it on the Rain!"
...
"On that "Horrid of Night" way back in 2003...
"Blame it on Fate...
"Blame it on Mental-Illness...
"And, blame it on Destiny...
"But, don't blame it on Me!"
...
"Why?"
"I wasn't there doing the Time...
"Wasn't even at home writing in Rhyme...
"Tragedy broke away from the "Protection of My Home."
"Now?"
"I am left forever...
"All alone...
...
"All because of this Mentally-Ill Kid!"
"Whom seemed to have flipped his Lid!"
"On A Course of Destruction but what can you do?"
"What would you do if it had happened to you?"
"It was all preventable and completely Insane!
"Blame it on the Rain?"
...
"Predetermination...
"Affliction of Tragic Relations...
"Spoctologically, Spoctologicall-Illogically Spoctolized?"
"Written with a Tear...
"In my Eyes...
"Makes no Sense?"
"Then read on...
...
"Can God decide who is to live or to die?"
Yes maybe but Why?"
"Why did Jesus Christ have to die?"
"Why did my Only Son, Jason, have to die too?"
"Why do the "Good Die Young?"
"And, not that kid, Brian that sad, Oh Sad...
"Of Day?"
"Brain Dead, *Ra coned, In a Deep Coma?"
"All so, so, Insane...
"Blame it on the Rain?"
...
"First our "Savior" then My Son...
"Why Lord God?"
"Was there not a thing...
"To be done?"
"It will always feel this pain...
"This Shame and not even if I...
"Blame It On The Rain."
"Does it stop the "Continuous Pressure on my Brain!"
...
"Destiny was at work and Faith was there but Tragic Circumstances and Destiny...
"Nothing will ever bring "My Jay."
"Back to me!"
"But, Fate, Hope, and A dream were all Aboard that Day but you see for me...
"A Nightmare Appeared."
"And that Nightmare continues to plague me still to the year?"
"All too Muledane...
"So, I try to "Blame it on the Rain...

"Blame It On The Rain, Again!" {B}
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Author Notes Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this talented Artist, "avmurry" and her incredible picture, "Confusion of the Bleeding Heart."


Chapter 10
Telephone Poles That Talk!

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.

"Telephone Poles That Talk!"
Written on August 26th, 2017.
By Doctor Ricky 1024. and
Jason R. Smrkovsky.
The Place: Nautilus Drive in "Ocean Acres."
The Date: March 31st, 2003
The Time: 8:00 PM.
The Reason: Nichole's 26th, Birthday Party.
Cast of Characters:
Ricky 1024 {Richard}
Jason {Jay}
Carolyn {The Wife}
Kyle, Erin Fred, and Sasha Drum {Family}
Jodie Kish {S.O.C.H. Nurse}
{Also her Front Lawn}
Special Officer Williams {Ocean County Violent Crimes}
...
The Poles:
Power Pole at the Scene {"5.0"}
Telephone Pole Number One {Gabby}
Telephone Pole Number Two {Angel}
Telephone Pole Number Three {Brandon}
...
"The Evening at the end of March was pleasant, with a light rain and an...
"Eerie Crispness in the Air."
"As if someone or something was watching?"
...
"I had returned home from work and realized the kids were at a party at her dad's on Treasure Avenue."
"My Oldest Natural Daughter" Corrine Alexis Smrkovsky was at Douglas College a part of "Rutgers University in East Brunswick New Jersey."
...
"Strange how things slowly took place from the party...
"An...
"W.W.F. Wrestle Mania Pay for View Event" to the actual Accident less then a hour later...
...
"The call came in at almost Eight PM. as i was relaxing playing a game of Chess on the net."
"First the Noise...
"Sounded like an explosion, alerting me to a possible nearby, accident?"
...
"The Second Noise was the Actual Car coming to a halt after rising in the air...
{After hitting the Curbing, then Pole}
"And then, rising to about Eight Feet...
"Finally, coming to a violent rest in the road at Jodie Kish's House!"
...
End of Part Number One.
"The Scene."
Part Number Two.
Later today.
24.

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"Bm

Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and his Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and talanted artist "Ricky 1024 and his Picture "5.0"


Chapter 10
It Takes Death, to Give Life?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"It Takes Death, to Give Life?"
Written on October 12th, 2017.
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
TBN in future date edited on a future date unfortunately some place and some time within minutes somebody will be in an accident United States and will be put in the situation or irreversible brain damage and the decision will have to be made by the family members what to do with the remains do you leave your child or spouse or parent or grandparent in a vegetative state do you leave your cousin your uncle your aunt in a vegetative state or do you allow others to live and release the soul yes this instant is taking it hard of toll but the gift of life is a beautiful thing and when someone's in the hospital waiting for that the angels will make the bell in heaven ring it's your time your number is been called your ticket has been punched you don't have time for breakfast dinner or lunch you need to be transported to a facility of care where they know exactly what to do if you dare you will go on there and as you do this they will give you the Angels sweet sweet kiss and when you come to you realize that you are brand new to Gift of Life orgen tissue donation is a beautiful thing to learn more about it just contact my dear friend Laura S Meridian the LSW with the gift of life in Philadelphia Pennsylvania 801 and thanks for the bottom of my son's donated heart

Author Notes Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then his son Jesus the Christ followed by fan story and Tom the administrator fan art review this town an amazing artist and writer Ricky 1024 and my picture life before death


Chapter 12
Gifting My Life 4 A Trillion Years

By Ricky1024

"Gifting My Life 4 U"!
(A Trillion Years)
Written on February 7th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024.

"My Lord God,
"What hath Thy Done?"
"We Create and Then...
"You tske Away?"
"You know there is no longet...
"Any, Sunny, Day?"
...
"Tis done my Older Son...
"As it should be....
""And, He knew that, that was the way it HAD TO *BE!"...
...
"Yes, Lord...
"Lost my Only Son and Then my only Wife?"
"What kind of Life..
...
"And, why Lord, why must I continuously cry...
"It hurts...
"So vrry, derp...
"Deep inside?"
"And now?"
"I just want to die....

****

"I wonder why Dad?"
"it's me!"
"Me, Jason it's okay Dad!"
"Don't be so sad...
"Dad!"
"It makes Me mad...
"Dad...
...
"Even though I went away, you see...
"For Me, that's the way!"
"And, its Okay@"
"Dad...
...
"That's the way...
"That it needed to be."
"No more...
"No more worrying...
"No more Life...
"And, no more Pain!"
...
"From that Horrid Accident...
"That Horrid of Day...
"An accident thay still lingers gor thee...
"But Dad...
"I am now Happy again!"
"Happy you see?"
"You lost your...
"Little man and I gained a new family!"
"And, I'm here with Mom!"
"God,forgave for what She
Did.
"But...
...
"But, I know Dad!"
"I'm Happy and be Happy not Sad!"
"For me?"
...
"But, I lost You then My mom and then...
"Almost You?"
"Dad please stop trying so hard to end your life?"
"I know you lost Me...
"Then, your only Wife...
"And, I don't want you here yet !"
"Dammit snap out of it for me and your remaining family!"
...
"It's a sure bet you have work to do for Me!"
"Understand dad, for Me, this is the place where I was meant to be!"
"I now have My Wings back and I'm happier than before!"
...
"And, the Angels now Sing
and...
"Yes, My band up here...
"Appeared and I now play even more than before!"
"Listen carefully...
"I now get to go...
(Tears Streaming down)
"As the letters form from this pain...
"They go filtering and flickering around ...
God only knows where I'd be without you Jay?"
"And what good now is living...
"For me...
"My Heart beats but she'll never "Again?"
"And, do I live?"
"Can I forgive?"
...
"For...
"Silent Tis the Night...
"Forever is this Life...
"Almost forgotten?"
"Crying out and tears of fears and lasting Years?"
...
And, there's going to be Sadness...
"There's going to be Madness...
"There's going to be Suffering, Depression, and Pain...
"That's going to last for me...
"A Trillion Years."

Author Notes *Be:
"To be or not to be normal again?"
" After losing your Son from a Horrid accident March 31st 2003 ."
"And, then having to make an important decision to donate hHs organs and save lives or...
"Let him live as a vegetable?"
"My wife Caroly?"
"Who couldn't take it anymore?"
"The Silver Lining?"
...
"To learn more about...
"Organ-Tissue Donation?" "Simply call my, dear, friend...
"Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life."
"Philadelphia Pennsylvania at...
1-800- DONORS- 1.
...
"And, thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father then His lost Son Jesus the Christ, followed by FanStory and Tom the Administrator, fanartreview this town is an amazing artist Ricky 1024 and his picture...
"That's My Uncle Jay, The Angel!"


Chapter 12
Margin of Error, In A Blink of His

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Margin if Error, In A Blink of His Eye!"
Written on October 15th, 2017.
By Doctor Ricky 1024.

"In the Year of Our Lord 1990....
"This would be the first year of school for my six-year-old son...
"And, only Son Jason."
Note: The State of New Jersey back then pushed the teachers to "Classify."
"For each child classified, more monies for the school system."
"The norm was to "Classify" the child with...
"A Speech Impediment," or "Classify" as inmature."
...
"Carolyn?"
"Are you going to...
"Back to School Night" tonight dear?"
"Being that we had five, we decided to split it in two."
"The older two...
(Step Daughters)
"Attending...
"Stafford Intermediate" while the younger two...
(Jason and Corrine)
"Attending the Elementary School."
"The older children were previosly in the...
"Oxycocus Elementary" previously an,,,d now the "Intermediate School."
"Corinne and Jason were...
(Of Course)
"In the Stafford Elementary."
"These would be known as "The Early Years."
...
"Today, my two stepdaughters...
(Non-adopted)
"Were both approaching their "40-year mark" today."

****

"I can distinctly remember Jason's teacher but I can't remember Cory's teacher?"
"And, I'll never forget Jason's til the day I die!"
Note:"To follow this more closely go to the Editor's Notes."
...
"Miss Brown" with strange indeed."
"A Strange One."
"Her philosophies and thoughts still shock my brain!"
1"instead of talk to me and her what I call children speaking voice was ignorant and deed I quickly took control of that issue and told her this is not Jason this is her father please respect me as an adult perhaps that was the first time she's been chastised now as we move forward and yes I definitely would impede my child he will never graduate kindergarten but be held back and be classified even though there was absolutely no speech impediment problem nor was he immature being that he was born in November so he went in at the age of 6 not 5 the next year they classified my youngest my daughter Dana Alex born in 1985 classified again with a speech impediment I guess they figured keep it in the family I felt like my kids were being mistreated and that they would be ignored as the teaching year will progressed however Corrine did graduate kindergarten so now two younger children would be in the same grade for the rest of your school life I like you better as a 90s progressed further my children were growing like weeds or flowers Nikki and Carl were quickly approaching the finishing of high school with Nicole going to attend night then local College Georgian Court in Lakewood but now considered a university younger sister Kyle would be starting a family being that she got pregnant at the tender age of 19 which I fully accepted both of these ladies being born in 78 79 where on an average 6 years older than the youngest of the three born 83 84 and 85 which would be Dana making the calls 6 years older being at my wife never thought she could get pregnant the first one Nicole wasn't UPS the second one was let's just say forced on her when she met me she said that she can't have children being they were all born 83 84 85 on vacation of 3 weeks to Disney World I called them my Disney children as the year 2003 approached Nikki had been reading to my kids when they were younger and more or less attending to them as the mother I think she felt there was something missing with her own mother my oldest natural daughter Korean would start attending Rutgers than in 2003 while Jason and Dana were both Juniors and would not qualify for the senior class trip of course to Disney World in Orlando Florida now this is where we shall get a little more deeper being I had a career job in Supermarket industry for 36 years and being that I worked extremely hard at my first nervous breakdown was in 1983 which was fulfilling exactly 10 years later in 1993 would be for pilling but Ten Years Later in the hard year 2003 it had nothing exactly to do with my job but this third nervous breakdown would be thank God the last and as I carry this 4th and bring you into my world he will realize to a degree follow it for the kicker March 27th was my oldest step-daughter Nicole's birthday but thank God her party was on the 31st being that the senior class trip was going on at the same time a good deal or Morris 30th of Jason's friends were enjoying themselves in Orlando Florida where Jason should have been but of course Jason was held back remember over 10 years earlier by Miss Brown the accident that occurred March 31st 2003 was extremely hard on everybody especially my wife Carolyn who on November 23rd at 2003 committed suicide exactly eight months after we donated my son Jason's organs on April 1st or April Fool's Day 2003 Jason was put into a period of extreme brain damage he was raccoon which means he look like he was beaten severely around the eyes being black and closed from the massive and severe accident as a passenger being thrown about almost like a child the driver even though it had to be extracted with the jaws of life survived and I've been in another accident to this very day and of course it was purposely done he was a member of a high school suicide club and didn't want to live anymore riding around like you always did it was time to take the car into the telephone pole could have been doing 100 miles an hour a car a Ford Mustang raced it at Coe locked in 3rd gear yes April Fool's Day was when we donated Jason and now why is it stay so special here's the kicker if you remember back previously when I talked about Jason being held back in kindergarten by Miss Brown he would have been a senior instead of a junior and would have been on the class trip instead of in a car with an ex friend who would become an idiot that nobody wanted to give the time of day to including his own family all the attention went to his younger brother Brian Cole was spoiled and bought whatever he wanted his mother being an administrator to local high school's sports Department had plenty of money in the meantime my son was in the hospital fighting for his life the moral of this story is you fight to the very end and being I had a career job and supermarket industry for 36 years and being that I worked in extremely hard of my first nervous breakdown was in 1983 which was for filling exactly 10 years later 1993 would be for peeling but 10 years later in the hardware 2003 it had nothing exactly to do with my job but this third nervous breakdown would be thank God the last and as I carry this forth and bring you into my world you will realize to a degree follow it for the kicker March 27th was my oldest stepdaughter Nicole's birthday but thank God her party was on the 31st being that the senior class trip was going on at the same time a good deal or more earth 3000 Jason's friends were enjoying themselves and Orlando Florida where Jason should have been but of course Jason was held back remember over 10 years earlier by Miss Brown the accident it occurred March 31st 2003 was extremely hard on everybody especially my wife Carol and who on November 23rd at 2003 committed suicide exactly 8 months after we donated my son Jason's organs on April 1st or April Fools day 2003 Jason was put into it. Of extreme brain damage he was raccoon which means he look like he was beaten severely around the eye being black and closed from the massive severe accident as a passenger being thrown about almost like a child the driver even though had to be extracted with the jars of life survived and it been in another accident to this very day and of course it was purposely done he was a member of the high school suicide club and didn't want to live anymore and there is joy riding around like you always did decided it was time to take the car into the telephone pole could have been doing 100 miles an hour a car I Ford Mustang least it a co locked in 3rd gear yes April Fools day was when we donated Jason and now why is this day so special here's the kicker if you remember back previously when I talked about Jason being held back in kindergarden my Miss Brown he would have been a senior instead of a junior and would have been on the class trip instead it in the car with an ex friend who would become an idiot that nobody wanted to give the time of day to including his own family all the attention went to his younger brother Brian Cole was spoiled and bought whatever he wanted his mother being in the ministrator to local high schools sports department head plenty of money in the meantime my son was in the hospital fighting for his life the moral of the story is you fight to the very end and it's important to realize that even if your child becomes a mandate the age of 18 even if he has a driver's license for a car at a motorcycle unknown both even though its a time he had a problem being that was too cold to drive the motorcycle and the car was broken down the moral of the story is do not let anybody classify your child in early school year fight for his rights it could be the death of him and before you know it as you may or may not have survived there will be a margin of error in a blink of an eye

Author Notes "Special thanks goes out firstly to Heavenly Father and His lost Son Jesus Christ, followed by Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing artist and writer "Ricky 1024"
and my picture...
"Carolyn and Jason 1985."


Chapter 14
The Gift of Life Fact or Fiction?

By Ricky1024

"The Gift of Life"
(Fact or Fiction?)
WrittenOctober30th201
At 11:49 A.M.
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
(A Dedication)
(*)C.FanStory.2017(*)
"It is Christmas Eve and all through the night...
"Not a creature was stirring...
"Not even a mouse in sight?"
...
"And, all the stockings are hung by the chimney with care...
"In Hope that Saint Nicholas, soon would be there?"
...
"But...
"FanStory Reviewers...
"On this...
"Special of Night...
"Something is so, so, wrong...
"This Evening of Night!"
...
"You see...
(For He)
"He's got something much, much, more important to do?"
...
" And, as he flies in the "Snow of Night."
"The Bluen of Sky."
"His Mission now in Sight!"
...
"Yes, a Mission...
"You see?"
"But not for you nor me!"
...
"But a child of age...
(Only of Seven)
"Getting ready to go soon...
"To Heaven?"
...
"You see Reviewers...
"She is Suffering Tremendously!"
"From Bad Kidneys and "The Grim Reaper of Death!"
"Has taken to her and made this small child...
"His QUEST!"
BUT...
...
He's almost here!"
"And, oh dear...
"With His Sleigh of Eight Reindeer!"
...
"And, as he flies above." In that...
"Bluen and Snowy Night Sky...
"He lands on the roof ready to sing his...
"Little Lola Bye?"
...
"So, He lands on that Hospital's Roof with Care...
"In hope that this Hospital...
"Has that Special, Little, Girl There?"
...
"As He goes down the chimney quickly with care...
"Reviewers...
"Is Saint Nicholas down there?"
...
"And, He's going to assume...
"It is not too late...
"And, that little girl...
"Was not taken to Her Tomb?"
...
"Yes, she's there most definitely but...
"No longer on Dialysis as that nasty..
"Grim Reaper is still there?"
"Standing and then sitting right next to Her?"
...
"Oh no!"
"You're not going to get this one you see!"
"Go away as he shews that Reaper up the chimney...
"And, he now runs away!"
...
"Coward, He says but I got more important things now to do!"

****

"So yes!"
"That...
"Grim Reaper of Death...
"Goes and runs away!"
"But now Reviewers...
"Who could this...
"Special, Super-Hero of Life."
"Be?"
"Certainly, not no Santa, you see?"
...
"This person...
(Go Figure)
"Whom could He possibly be?"
"Bends over to the little girl named Emily."
...
"She is in a deep coma sleeping perhaps?"
"Dreaming of a new life and yes!"
"He has that gift!"
"That Special Gift of Life!"
"In His sack!"
...
"He removes it and gently brushes the Blonde hair...
"Above her face...
"Away...
...
"Her eyes are closed and jaundiced!"
"Completely yellowed and She seemingly seems...
"To be in a...
"Death Grip of Grace!
"L
"Now what will this Special Hero...
"Now to do?"
...
"There's not much time left, can't you see?"
"And, if something doesn't happen immediately...
"There will be no Emily!"
...
"So, He places the gift...
(No present from his sack!)
"No toy dolly or the usual...
"Toy car or Train Set?:
...
"For, Miss Emily Mason needs much more than that...
"Now, hold on reviewers...
"Don't have a Heart Attack!"
"And, yes this is serious stuff!"
"Depends if somebody previously died...
"And, IN DEATH...
"LOVES SO VERY, VERY, MUCH?"
"The Gift of Life!"
...
"He now takes and removes from His Sack!"
"In the form of a human kidney ad He gently...
(At the foot of her bed)
...
"You see...
"FanStory...
"He is on His Mission!"
"And, yes...
"His Mission...
"And, He's God!"
"And, only on this, this, this night...
"Could He get this "Serious of Job...
"Done!"
...
"And, ad He is now done...
"He rings the bell and up the chimney He goes?"
"As he yells, as He Goes off into that...
"Bluen of Night."
...
"Fooled you!"
"You thought I was Saint Nicholas or Santa that day?"
"But you see...
It's Heavenly Father working with an Organ from Ricky's Son Jay!"
...
"So, leading the way...
"To go back to his normal job of helping those desperate children that day...
...
"Now the nurse knows exactly what to do!"
"For this little girl named Emily...
"For she too...
"Is in desperate need!"
"As the Doctors are now placing the left kidney of Jason...
"Into her small frame."
...
Within a half an hour, it's working and this is no...
(April Fool's *Joke!"
...
"Her skin color of pink is appearing to be coming back!"
(Hope you didn't have)
"That Heart-Attack!"
...
"Yes, back to a Brillian Color of Pink!:
"Instead of that nasty yellow like it used to be!"
" And, three, hours, later...
...
"As Emily Ann wakes up in the recovery room...
"Her skin is no longer yellowed...
"Nor her eyes...
(Which are now bright blue!)
"And, she says to the recovery room nurse...
...
"What happened to me?"
"I haven't a clue?"
Note;
*If you would like to learn more of what truly happened that night...
"For this is a true example."
(Names changed to protect the innocent)
...
"Simply contact my dear, friend, Lara S. Moretti."
"The L.S.W.
"With...
"The Gift of Life!"
...
"And, to learn more about...
"Organ-Tissue Donations."
"Simply call "1-800- DONORS-1."
...
And, hopefully and in the near future...
"Just watch me Ricky and Larra...
"As we rock this World on the "Kelly and Ryan Seacrest Morning Show!"
...
"And, thank you from the bottom of My Son Jason's donated Heart, Lungs, Liver, and Kidneys!"
"And also...
"Thanks Emily...
(Whom ever You are)
"Who is now 22 living someplace in South Jersey."

Author Notes "Special Thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then His lost Son...
"Jesus the Christ!"
"Followed by... FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review...
"This amazing and talented artist ad well as writer...
"Me Ricky 1024!:
"And my picture...
"In a Multiple Stages...
"My Son Jason Richard Smrkovsky."


Chapter 14
Written With All Of My Heart

By Ricky1024

Written on November 5th, 2017
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky and Doctor Ricky1024
(A Dedication on Jay's Birthday)
<> C. FanStory 2017 <>
"I'm writing this...
"With All My Heart."
"To you today and it will always be...
"My Birthday?"
"But I don't age anymore and I have not gained or lost even an ounce?"
...
"I don't grow or age or even read a book or turn a page?"
"I haven't eaten a thing in a long time or even taken a sip of water or met my girlfriend's new daughter?"
...
"I haven't brushed My teeth, showered, or combed My Hair...
"What's going on here?"
"Are you even there?"
...
"In over 14 years, I haven't slept nope not a wink?"
"Yup, I never sleep anymore or watch my favorite shows on TV...
"Let alone take my girlfriend Angel to a movie?"
...
"I don't go to Mickey D's, Wendy's, or Fridays?"
"Do you know why?"
"I even stopped going to...
"Sam Goody or and don't play my drums...
"Let alone manage My band?"
"With drumsticks in My left and right hand?"
I''m still wearing the same clothes and I never grow?"
"W.?"-?#+++```````````
"Why?????
...
"Why did I...
"Stop going to school?"
"Yup no...
"Golden Rule?"
...
"Today's My Birthday and there will no be any...
"Chocolate Birthday Cake?"
"Let, alone...
"I'll never graduate?"
...
"Don't work anymore with my dad?"
"I stopped showing up and making him wait?"
...
"Yes, it's now been
Over..
Fourteen Years?"
"And here's the good part!"
"And reason why?"
"So please don't cry?"
...
"You see for Me...
"On My Bithday...
"There will be no gifts let alone chocolate of cake?"
...
"There will not be any turkey or Thanksgiving for Me?"
"Nor Christmas presents under a tree?"
...
"And, the reason why is...
"Simple...
"I died...
...
"So, see if you can figure it all out as I let my dad finish and explain this part...
Written by Me...
"With All Of My *Heart."

Author Notes *Heart
"To learn more about "Organ-Tissue Donations."
"Simply call my dear friend Lara D. Moretti the L. S. W.
With...
"The Gift of Life."
"Philadelphia, Pennsylvania."
"At 1-801-800-DONORS-1."
"And, thanks from the bottom of my and my Son Jason's donated Heart."
...
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then His Son Jesus the Christ, followed by FanStory and Tom the Administrator...
"Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented writer and artist...
"Me and my amazing picture...
"Just Jay"


Chapter 16
Death Comes Each and Every Spring

By Ricky1024

"Death Comes With Each and Every Spring
Written on November 6th, 2017.
By Doctor Ricky 1024.<*>C.FanStory2017<*>
"With Life, comes Death."
"And, with Death comes Life."
"It's through so shall be Gifted more than once but Twice?"
(Theology 37.99)
...
"The leaves if green shine and are growing on the many trees to announce...
"The Up-and-Coming Spring."
...
"The squirrels and all the other, tiny, creatures have left their dens to make amends...
...

"After A Long, Wintern, and cold Long, Winter nap."
...
"It is now time again to florish and replenish their stock piles."
"As the fish in the streams can now jump above the ice and feel the warmth of the sun's beautiful light!"
...
"The larger animals are also Awakening?:
"The Foxes...
"The Bears...
"From their caves and Dens and all Human life now can no longer pretend!"
...
"No more long Wintery naps, sipping hot toddies and skipping work or school."
"To enjoy the beautiful sun and snow...
"Oh no, no, no, for it's Spring Time Now...
...
"A Time of regrowth...
"A Time of rebuilding...
"Rebuilding of nesting for the many birds and creatures above!"
...
"And, it's time for the flowers to Blossom and...
It's time again to Bloom...
"Bloom and show their color and Amazing, Brilliant, of Beauty!"
"Beauty that is a gift from Above!"
...
"And, it's time now for me and it's time for you...
"So, listen closely as I bring forward this Sad but Amazing story...

****

"Once Upon a Time a long, long, long, time ago...
"A young man of only ten...
"In '64 had a dream and yes...
"He dreamed of a Son!" "Even at ten you can dream of a Son...
"But can you...
"Can you have a Son that shall become a hero?"
...
"So you, so you will...
"Name him Jason...
"Jason from the Argonaunts!"
"And, if it shall be...
"Can this *Son find that Golden Fleece of Life?"
...
"A couple decades shall pass and the young man is now grown with a family of his own!"
"He has four daughters and a miracle does happen?"
"A New Son!'
"And waiting over "Nineteen, long, years...
"A New Son that was born on November 5th, 1984."
...
"And, over eighteen years and a half...
"Shall pass and that young boy...
"That Buddy *Friend shall grow into a healthy and smart...
"Young man and musician!"
"A Peer Mediator and Basketball Star!"
"But, now ftom afar....
...
"A person with Perception and Direction."
"But did He...
"He have it...
"Have it all in the...
"Palm of His Hand?"
"But now you need to understand...
...
"Just because we have a dream...
"Just because we're a young man...
"It doesn't mean that you can hold it forever...
"In the Palm of Your Hand?"
...
"And Now...
"As the many Leaves now fall...
"From the many trees...
and that's...
"The bird's nest but...
"It hath Blow Away?"
"Away and into the breeze?"
"There will no longer be color on God's trees?"
"There is only one more thing I need to *Say...

Author Notes "Say:
"To Learn more about...
"Organ-Tissue Donations...
"Simply call my dear friend Laura S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life." "Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at...
"1-80"1-800-DONORS-1."
"And Jason wishes to thank you this November month...
"Of His birth...
"From the bottom of His Donated and broken Heart."
"And other organs."
...
" And special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then His Son who was lost also...
"Jesus the Christ."
"Followed by FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this artist and writer..." Doctor Ricky 1024, and my son's
beautiful picture...
Wandering Jay."


Chapter 20
If, I Was With U?

By Ricky1024

"If, I Was With U?"
Written on December 9th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024
<*>C.FanStory2017<*>
"As this year's Snows...
"Slowly coat the ground below...
"I so wish things could be!"
"Not so...
...
"I do wish to thee...
"That You Jay could be here...
"This Christmas with me...
"I so, with You, wish God could see...
"And, bring You Jay, back to me, this *Day?"
"And, I so with that You, could see, all the changes...
"That have taken place...
"Since, *Thee...
...
"To see...
"The beauty of this year's Snows...
"To see the beauty as the ground is coated with a beautiful coat of Wintern's Snow...
...
"I So wish things could not be...
"Not so...
"And, if I was with You...
"I'd build You a Beautiful Snow Man...
"Like I used to do!"
...
"If, I was with You, Jay...
"I'd take You sledding...
"Each and Every day...
...
"If, I was wirh You, Jay...
"I would let you skip school...
"Each and Every day!"
"And lastly...
"If I Was With You...
"For one last thing...
"Before I die...
"I would tell You above...
"How much I Miss You...
"And, How Much I Love...
24.
Approximate Word Count 209.





Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and his son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist and writer, Ricky 1024 and his wonderful picture...
"Just Jay."


Chapter 23
Gifting My Life 2 U!

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.

"Gifting My Life 2 U!"
Written on October25th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024 <>C. FanStory 2017<>
"Death is just a Stepping Stone to Life."
(Theology 27.34)
...
"And, so it begins...
"This is my Curse...
"This is my Eternal Sin...
...
"Little did I know that my wish would come true...
"Way back in '62."
...
"Yes, I was just a child at age eight being born in '54."
"But I wanted more than...
"G. I. Joe Dolls and Bike's...
"More than you could imagine...
"Or perceive...
"I wanted a son if you can believe?"
"And, no ordinary Son but my Jason the Argonaunt!"
"And my Greek and Mythical Hero...
"Would find...
"His...
"Golden Fleece!"
(To say the least!)
...
"So, I went from age Eight to age Twenty Right and Life...
"You see for me...
"Was Great!"
...
"I owned my...
"Disney House at age Twenty Four and soon...
"And, only four, years, later...
"Love would come knocking at my door?"
...
"No church wedding you see, just two, simple, beings...
With a marriage in my "Mickey House."
...
"Why?"
"Because my wife Carolyn's first was a Horrid Mess!"
"Yes, she had gone through a horrible first marriage...
"Marrying herself...
"Not a man...
"Not Disney Mouse."
"But a Fuc*** Rat!"
"Addicted to many, many, different, things!"
...
"So, I put on her finger that...
"Diamond of Ring to help her through a Nasty Divorce!"
"And, I moved my...
"Minnie Mouse."
"Into my...
"Disney of House!"
...
"With her daughters who are only two and three...
"Kyle Erin and Nikki."
"Way back then in '83."
...
"Then in the Latter Part of 1983...
"1984 and 1985...
"On three, separate, Disney World trips to Orlando, Florida...
"Corrine Alexis, Jason Richard, and last but not in the least...
"Dana Alyse!"
...
"My three, natural, born children in my...
"Mickey of House."
...
"Now complete, there was no...
"Addictions, suffering or mess...
"Anymore in my wife's life and God gifted us...
"With three, little, Mickey Mouse's!"
...
"Yes, my life was now finally complete...
"And...
"Our Disney Children" brought to us...
"A life filled with Bliss!"
...
"That was way back in '83, '84, and '85."
"But Eighteen,Years would pass and then in "The Year of Our Lord Jesus the Christ...
"Something not very nice...
"In the year 2003 would happen?"
...
"It would quickly arrive and my...
"Baby Boy Mickey Mouse."
"Would be taken out of my wonderful...
Disney World House.".
...
"And yes, it would burn and burn down to cinders as my little "Baby Boy Mickey Mouse."
"My Mythical Greek Hero."
"My Jason the Argonaunt."
"Would take a ride but...
"No Ride at Disney World but in a Ford Mustang driven by a maniac out of control!"
"And soon...
"My Baby, Mickey Mouse...
"My Jason would be pronounced on March 31st, 2003 and on April First...
(April Fools Day)
"And, even though "That very next day...
"My Argonaunt would make...
"The Ultimate Sacrifice."
"By donating that...
"Golden Fleece of Life!"
...
"And, to learn more about...
"Organ-Tissue Donations."
"Simply call my, dear, friend."
"Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with ..
"The Gift of Life!"
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at...
"1-800- DONORS-1."
"And thanks from the bottom of My Son...
"Jason's Donated Heart."


Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then His lost Son...
"Jesus the Christ."
"Followed by FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this talented artist...
"And writer...
"Myself...
"Ricky 1024"with my beautiful picture...
"The Multiple Stages of My Son Jason's Life."


Chapter 24
Nine One One, the Grief was Done

By Ricky1024

"Nine One One, the Grief was Done
Written on November 5th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
<*>C.FanStory2017 <*>
"This is no hurricane of Sandy, Hugo, Camille, or Maria poem!"
"And, this is not about the destruction of New York City during 911."
"On that September 11th!"
...
"Nor is it about all the wars of man and a the rapes and murders by Man!"
"This you need now to try and understand...
"Could there possibly be something worse?"
"So, so, terribly bad?"
"So, so horribly sad?"
"Now don't get mad...
...
"Could it possibly by worse than...
"The Death of Christ?"
"You see, Jesus the Christ died for the sins of Humanity!"
" Hung up, nailed to "Rosewood Cross."
"Crucified on that cross of Rosewood...
"Dufder as He did...
"And, suffer as He Should?"
...
"Maybe, worse than the current lack of Religion in the world today?"
"Or all the addictions, alcoholism, dying of cancers or some...
"Ungodly Superstitions?"
...
"You see...
"The Loss of Life...
"The Loss of Your Only Son and then...
"Your Only Wife?"
"Will Shred, g
Grate, Mince your Heart and then...
"Make you hate as it rips that Heart Apart!"
...
"As it tears it from your "Virtual and Existence...
"As you try fruitfully to resist the Resistance?"
...
"Even worse than even going to Hell?"
"Or even Hurricane Sandy, Irene, and 70's...
"Hurricane Bell!"
...
"So, on this birth of My only Son named Jay...
"And, in this month of November...
"If I May...
"And, I must now *Say....

Author Notes *Say:
To learn more about...
"Organ-tissue Donations"
"Simply call my, dear, friend...
"Lara S.Morettii the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life."
"Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at...
"1-800-DONORS-1."
"And, thanks from the bottom of my Son Jason's donated Heart."
...
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father than His lost Son Jesus Christ...
"Followed by FanStory and Tom the Administrator Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist...
"And Writer...
"Ricky 1024," and his picture, "Just Jay"


Chapter 25
When We Meet Again My Buddy Friend

By Ricky1024

"When We Meet Again My Buddy Friend"
Written on November 6th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
"When We Meet Again My Buddy Friend."
"We'll shoot a hoop, throw a three, or a two?"
"Then..
"My Buddy Friend."
"We will break out the drums, sing a song, "And perhaps, there will be someone there besides...
"You and Me?"
...
"When We Meet Again, My Buddy Friend...
"I'lI bring a Redbox Movie or two...
"I want to watch them and enjoy them in Heaven...
"With You."
...
"Perhaps Jay, we'll go for an ice cream sundae...
"One day...
"The way we used to do!"
...
"When we're in Heaven...
"My Buddy Friend...
"When we're together in Heaven...
My Buddy Friend...
"I'm going to bring something special to You!"
...
"They've always been there up in my attic... "Right there waiting again...
"For You!"
"Your Ninja Turtle Collection...
"That I know you've been missing."
"Temember when?"
"Buddy Friend?"
"And, me too...
..
"Don't worry it's okay, my grandson Alex plays with them...
"Each and every day."
"But he said...
"That they belong Papa, with You Jay."
...
"And, when we meet again in *Heaven...

Author Notes *Heaven:
The Celestial Kingdom, Vallhallah, a place of Holy Grace, last resting place."
...
"This is based on an incident that actually happened about five years ago."
"Alex was only a little older than three."
"He always enjoys playing up it in the attic which is built over thr original roof and split into two sections."
...
"The first section is called...
"Dollyland!"
"All the dolls from my four daughters and a bunch of comforters, along with pillows...
"Where we can lay."
...
"The other side is called...
"The Church!"
"And, off to the side, there's toys that were for my children."
(Thirty years ago)
...
"Also, there's Alex's toys from when he was a little younger."
"There are toys that were for my four daughters and toys from Jason... "Including Fisher Price, Ninja Turtles and other various things...
...
"That day, we were up there, and that Fisher-Price Toy play phone, actually rang?"
"I answered it and in less than 5 minutes after talking to my son in Heaven...
"I had Alex having a complete conversation with his Uncle Jay!"
...
"He had never met Jason but knew that He existed...
...
"The subject was the "Ninja Turtles" and how that he likes playing with them."
...
"And, that they have to go back to Heaven...
(Where they belong).
"With Jason...
"His Uncle Jason...
...
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and then to His Son Jesus Christ, followed by FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented Artist-Writer, Ricky 1024, and my picture...
"Just Jay."


Chapter 26
Gifting Away, My Life For U?

By Ricky1024

"Gifting Away, My Life For U?" (A)
Written on November 28th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
<*>C.FanStory 2017<*>

"Dr. Williams?"
"Yes, Nurse Creighton?:
"Is this young boy going to make it?"
She asks.
"I'm afraid to say...
"Yes or no, and He will survive this but...
"He'll never again live a normal life."
...
"So, for over seventeen hours we watched the monitor...
"No oxygen left inside his brain?"
As we prayed for a miracle...
Written on November 28th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024.

"A Miracle for Jay?" (B)
"From the looks of the x-rays...
"It's a Damned Shame....
"Yes, a shame doctor."
"And, He's only eighteen, years, old?"
"Yes, Nurse Creighton." "I'm going to contact the proper authorities on this."
"It was a Horrid and Hoerivle Accident."
"A Horrid Death involving a seventeen, year, old, driver."
...
"The boy's father says that he believes it was intentional...
"For personal reasons."
"And, all we can do in the meantime...
"Is just pray."

****

"So, as the hours tick by...
"Me, my wife, and my four daughters, watch...
"Watch as the monitors and the...
'Blood/Oxygen Level,' was going backwards."
...
"And, just as Doctor Williams predicted...
"After seventeen, hours, and thousands of $$$ dollars $$$ of medications...
...
"The swelling in the brain of my only Son...
"My Only Son...
"Jason Richard Smrkovsky."
"Who was seriously 'Raccooned.'
"And, was technically...
"No more or no less than...
"A Brain-dead Vegetable...
"And, no more or less than a head of cabbage?"
...
"Honey?"
Yes Ricky?
"There's no way I am going to leave Him in that state of being."
....
"I quickly learned that the proper person was already contacted?"
"And, her name was Lara S. Moretti from The Gift of Life."
"In Philadelphia, Pennsylvania."
...
"And yes, she showed up with compassion...
"And yes, she greeted us with her Grace...
"And yes, she also stated how horrible and sorry she was."
"She then said...
...
"If you would like to try and make a difference..
"There are many people out there that will need your Son's precious organs.:
"And, then she said...
..
"And even in Death...
"We can bring Life."
...
"That was March 31st, 2003.
"And, on April 1st...
(April Fool's Day).
"They started to harvest My Son Jason's
many organs...
...
"Organ after Precious Organ were taken out and soon would be flown all over the United States!"
"To be litterally deposited as receptacles!"
"The Miracle of Life!"
"Precious Gifts!"
"And, an early 'Christmas Present' hand-delivered on ice...
"To those lucky *Few...
...
"Today is November 28th which is fourteen, years, almost to this day later but only, eight, months after the death of Jason...
"She took her life?"
...
"And yes, the grief is there and it always will be."
"My Forever Christmas Present...
"That will never wash away like a rain cleaning the streets...
"Or a fresh blanket of White Snow covering this filthy Earth...
"But, the memory of my Son Jason lives on to this very day...
"And, His job here is now completed as three out of four are still alive...
Today..
"Truly...
"A Christmas Blessing and a Miracle."
**Amen...
Approximate Word Count 540.

Author Notes *Few
"Three men and one, young, woman we're saved with my Son's Jason's organs...
"One received His Heart and lungs, one received His liver...
"The other two each Jason's kidneys and another chance at Life."
"And, three out of four are still alive to this day."
**Amen:
"To learn more about the amazing...
'Gift of Life' and 'Organ-Tissue Donations,' simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
'The Gift of Life.' Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
"At 1--800-DONORS-1.
"And, tell Lara.that...
"Jay said hey."
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, followed by FanStory and Tom the Administrator...
"Fan Art Review,
this talented and amazing artist???"Dr.Ricky1024," and his amazing picture...
"Just Jay"
Jason Richard Smrkovsky.
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organs Donated on April First 2003.
(And yes).
April Fool's Day.


Chapter 27
The Last Christmas

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"The Last Christmas"
Written on December 12th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024
<*>C.FanStory2017<*>
"Once Upon a Time...
" And, well lost in a Snow Storm within my...
"Limited mind...
"Rhere was a town called Misery...
"And, in that town... "There was now...
"Only you and me?"
...
"Yes, we lived at best in 'Misery."
"And, we had not a nickel nor a dime?"
...
"We had not a place nor did we have a feeling of time?"
"And, we lived in a small Cottage deeply and nestled in the woods."
...
"Yes, we had a mother and a father...
(If you can understand?)
"Or, if you understood?"
...
"She would bake fresh bread over a wooden stove, while her husband would work in the woods."
"Doing what he did good...
"Chopping down the trees for the Old Mill in a town called....
''Misery.'

****
"And, as for me?"
"I was just a small child as much as I remember...
"That day in September....
...
"The ambered leaves in the trees...
"Would fall from the Cedar and Sycomore trees...
"I would ride my little red bike up and down the woodened walkway."
"It seem like miles back then for me...
"Back and forth, waiting for my daddy...
....
"A giant of a man standing tall at six foot six."
"My father would return from the woods his black hair and black eyes...
...
"He would pull up in his old truck and would put on the brakes."
"And, with a whoosh!"
"Black powdered dust would appear with a Swoosh!"
...
"Yes, I remember that day...
"That sad, sad, day...
In September of '22."
...
" I remember the clouds that appeared that afternoon as I waited dad that day."
"I don't remember bit they said...
"That it started to rain?"
...
"I don't remember...
"Listening inside...
"Nor the sound of pitter patter on the glass window pane?"
"But, I do remember Mom...
"With the smell of her fresh bread."
"In the house...
"Our time well spent."
...
And, I could even remember the footsteps...
"So clear...
"Of a little wood mouse...
"Who would ocassionally....
"Appear."
...
"Yes, I remember going to sleep and somehow becoming awake?"
"And, somebody placing me gently outside...
"On the pathway to the trees...
"For goodness sake because something had happened...
"Beyond our control...
"And, the townspeople said that it was a curse as I was told."
...
"For the house that was nestled so deep in those woods...
"That house with the smell of fresh bread...
"T he house I!grew up in as a small child...
"As if in some nightmarish of dream...
"Burned down during that night."
...
"And, they think it started in that wooden fireplace."
"As the fresh bread baked...
Approximate Word Count 465.

Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing as well as talented artist...
'MKFlood' and his incredible picture...
'Distant Memories"


Chapter 28
Discovering Jason 2003?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.

"Discovering Jason 2003?"
Written on December 13th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024
<*>C.FanStory 2017<*>
LETTER J:
"July came in like a Lion!
"ROAR!"
"And, a baby was a humming?"
"The Place:
Community Memorial Hospital
Tom's River, New Jersey.
The Date:
July 14th, 1985
The Time:
Early Afternoon...
...
"Honey, is it Soup yet?
I Wondered.
Damn it!"
Stated Carolyn in Pain.
"Within minutes...
"A Miracle appeared!"
"Corrine Alexis Smrkovsky
...
LETTER A:
"April Fool's Day!"
"And, the jokes on me?"
"What?"
"Jason hasn't even been born yet?"
Later on that...
...
LETTER S:
The Place:
Community Memorial Hospital Toms River, New Jersey.
The Date:
September 30th, 1985.
The Time:
"Late Afternoon."
...
"Honey?"
Yes Ricky?
"Is it Soup yet, again?"
"Not quite dear...
"Something's wrong?"
"The Soup is stewing!"
...
"Damn It Carolyn!"
"The monitor with the babies Heartbeat is going backwards!"
I Screamed.
"It's okay dear, the baby is just turning."
"Note:
The cord was wrapped around my future daughter Dana's little neck!"
Yuck!"
WHAT THE FUCK?"
...
"911 Stat!"
"Nurse Ratched!"
I Screamed!
"Do your job and get me some help!"
"This gut feeling is coming true to Heart!"
...
"The Heartbeat...
(With the internal monitor in the Baby Runway)
"Was now less than 92!"
"Stat Nurse Ratchet!"
"Cut it out with your Bloody, Damned, Hatchet!"
...
"A call goes out for Boza the Clown!"
"She was on duty."
"An Emergency C-Section eas called for!"
...
"I want to play a game, Ricky."
Yes Jigsaw?"
"How many of My past victims does it take to screw in!a light bulb!over the operating table?"
"Now, answer carefully as the life of your 'Unborn Daughter Dana' hangs in the answer."
"A Clue Jigsaw?"
I Beg.
Well It's three!"
"Olay....
"I got this...
"One to get the ligh!bulb, one to get the ladder, and one to screw?"
...
"DING, DING, DING!"
CORRECT!"
"Your Daughter is emerging now!"
"Damn it!"
Complains Jigsaw.
Note: Back in the eighties, everything had to be sterile."
"So, I'm down to my undies and l as I'm stripping my undies off, to put my gown on...
"The nurses were laughing as my cute ass was hanging out the doorway!"
"The joke of the day, I understand, was me?"
...
"Yes truefully and fortunately for me and Carolyn, a little Filipino doctor was able to get her hand into my fully dilated wife's birthing area...
"And unwrap the Cord from Little Dana's neck!!!
"What the heck!"
"And, there was no need for a C-section!"
...
THE LETTER O:
The Date: October 24th 1954.
The Place;
"US. Naval Hospital.
Newport, Rhode Island.
The Time:
Later evening hours.
...
"Is it Gholoush yet Florence?"
Ask my father Edward.
"No not yet it's getting there though."
Replied Nurse Lizzi Borden.
...
"Within the next hour before the doctor Ram Head could do an episiotomy...
"I ripped my mother!" "Costing her close to three pints of blood!"
"And, she would never get over that!"
"I became...
(I thought)
"The favorite but that soon changed to the enemy as the years progress!"
"Then, (after I got older)
"And, I think back on that day...
"And, what my mother told me...
"That I was such a beautiful baby...
"The nurses covered me with their Red Lipstick kisses and and nicknamed me "Rose Bud!"
"But, I've never used it as a writing name?"
"Someday, pethaps?"
...
"THE LETTER N:
The Date: November 5th, 1984.
"The Place:
Community Memorial Hospital.
Toms River, New Jersey.
The Time:
Later, evening, hours.
...
"Is it Soup Yet dear?"
"I questioned my wife Carolyn.
"Yes!"
"And, a Strapping, as well as healthy, young, child!"
"A Monster at 6lbs.4 Ounces!"
...
"I came into this world making statements...
"And, as I walked around in my diaper... "Saying...
"Holy Crackle!"
"Holy Crackle!"
"My dad and mom, later on would learn...
"That Me...
"There only Son Jason...
"Was an Angel!"
"Sent down from Above...
...
"Sent down for only 18 years...
"To teach and to reach every Soul I touched...
"To educate this sorrid World on the subject of Humanity."
...
"And, unfortunately...
"On the 31st of March 2003...
"I would pass away from Severe Brain Damage as a result of a car accident."
"A car accident caused by My friend...
(A Maniac)
"Named Brian Cole....
...
"And, to learn more about...
'Organ-Tissue Donations.'
"Simply call my dad's dear friend...
'Lara S. Moretti' the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life."
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
"At 1-800-DONORS-1."
...
"And, I wish to thank you from the bottom of My Dad Ricky and My Donated Heart...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky.
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003
Organs Graciously Donated on April First 2003.
(April Fool's Day)
Approximate Word Count 801.










Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist and writer, 'Dr.Ricky 1024' and my amazing picture, 'Just Jay."


Chapter 29
The Lord Giveth and the Lord Taketh

By Ricky1024

"The Lord Giveth and the Lord Taketh Away"
Written on December 18th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024
<*>C.FanStory 2017 <*>

"With time, Great hHealings takes place."
"Theology 40.01)
"And, with Great Time... "All that will be...
"Will eventually be." (Theology 4002)
"Now, let us begin...
"Wence Upon a time ago...
"Once Upon a Time ago...
"A child of Christ was born."
...
"No Ordinary child was He but a very, very, special a baby...
"November 5th, 1984."
...
"The baby is a healthy boy Mister Smrkovsky."
"And, congratulations to both you and Carolyn."
Said Doctor Naryshkin."
...
Year Number One: "Jason was a happy child...
"Living in His very own...
"Holy Crackle *World." "Mostly ignoring His four Sisters...
(Nikki, Kyle Erin, Corrine Alexis, and Dana Alyse)
"Until later on in life."
"Yes, Jay did things His Very, own, and Special way"
...
Years Number Two-
Five:
"These are known as...
"The Learning Years."
"Jason wanted very much to attend...
"But His birth month was November."
"So, He would go to the picture window and wait for his sister's to come home from the school bus."
"And, ask them how their day progressed?"
...

Years Six through Ten:
"These are known as... "The Sharing Years."
"As Jason got older, He was known for His Loving behavior."
"And, how well and quickly He made friends."
"And, as a caring child He was very, very, sharing."
"Even with His toys that He would share with His four sisters"
...
Years Number Eleven through Seventeen:
"Known as...
"The Growing and Mediator Years."
"As a Peer Mediator in sixth grade, Jason had then progressed into a fine, young, man."
"No longer a child, He presented Himself with Dignity as well as Grace."
"And, with His Gentle demeanor, He was asked to peer."
...
"As Peer Mediator, there were many teens with emotional issues."
"There were two others to aid...
(Two young women)
"But for some reason, Jason got the bulk of the problems."
...
Year Number Eighteen:
"Known as...
"The Dreaded Year."
"The Year of 2003 was devastating to me...
"As well as my wife and my family."
"Afyer Jason passed away ftom a Horrod Accident the whole Community of Stafford showed their tenderness."
"Even the teachers of Southern Regional would demonstrate."
"The school system donating over $4,000 towards the Jason's burial"
"But, we decided against that and went with a cremation to have His remains always close"
"And, I had Jason's ashes split into five, different, containers."
...
"Yhe first four were small, golden flasks in a red, velvet, container."
"The Main was a beautiful box with His birth and Death stating...
"Little, Drummer, Boy."
"The large one was meant gor me and my wife Carolyn."
"Unfortunately, for my wife...
"It was too much with Jason and she decided on a 'Self-inflicted Suicide.'
"Ladies and gentlemen from not taking her necessary medications."
"That Horrid night on November 26th, 2003... "Still haunts me to this very day...
Approximate Word Count 501.

Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and his son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist...
'Barb Baker,' and her incredible picture...
"Father and Son"


Chapter 30
The Gifting Angel

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"The Gifting Angel
(Before and After Death)
Written on December 19th, 2017
By Jason Richard Smrkovsky
(A Dedication)
<*>C. FanStory 2017<*>
"Hi."
"My dad asked me to write this one cuz it would be powerful and it needed to be accurate."
"And, it would be no more accurate than what I could right here above and in Heaven."
...
"As I write this, I want you to understand one important thing."
"Just because I'm not below...
"Doesn't mean I don't exist now above."
"I know all now and I see all now."
"And, I have given those gifts periodically to my father Richard."
"Who calls himself Ricky 1024."
...
"Life for me, as a child, sometimes amazing...
"And, sometimes difficult as well as boring...
"Became My Destiny."
"So, I created My own world."
"Which as a two, year, old...
"Called it...
"Holy Crackle."
...
"My own "Little World!"
"Sorta like a Gateway or Pathway back to "The Spirit World."
...
"Could it possibly be believed that a person could transverse back and forth?"
"By the time this is completed, you will be able to make a clear decision on this subject."
...
"As I Grew and got older...
"Stronger and more Bolder...
"I blended more with my four sisters."
"Nikki or Nicole Megan Harbach...
"Kyle or Kylie Erin Harback...
(My two Step-Sisters)
"And, My two Birth Sisters."
"Corrine or Corey Alexis and Dana Alyse Smrkovsky."
...
"Being that I never completely grew out of My, "Holy Crackle World."
(Which would be explained in the Editors Notes)
"I was a basically a happy, young, man."
"But My Connections started to show Me things....
"Things that I wasn't supposed to be privy to?"
"Like the fact that my mom Carolyn, would leave the house at night...
"Leaving us alone when we were small children...
"Leaving us alone the same time my dad Richard, went to run a night crew at his job on Long Beach Island, in
Ship Bottom, New Jersey."
...
"She would go to Atlantic City with her two friends Bev and Lenny and gamble away our income?"
"She then would complain to My poor dad that he never made enough money!"
"Causing him to eventually have three nervous breakdowns!"
"Caused from the exhaustion as well as working 17-hour days...
"Six nights a week...
"In the Summer Months...
...
"Now, My mother wasn't a cruel mother but she wasn't a loving mother as well."
"You see, she never learned the word?"
"As she too had been abused by her, very, own, mother!"
"And, her cruel brother... "Step brother Jack Dillion whom raped her in the basement as a six, year, old, child...
(More on that later)
...
"Now, as I approach My Teenage Years...
"I developed many interests like My band."
...
"As a Percussionist I play the drums in the concerts at school as well as My band."
(Editor's Notes)
...
"But, I was never much of a student more or less a B-C student."
"Sometimes less!"
"Opps!"
"I wasn't supposed to share that!"
...
"Now, as a student, education wasn't my priority?"
"People were!"
"Even in sixth grade, they recognized that and they then made Me a "Peer Mediator."
"They would send the bulk of the teenage children with problems to Me...
...
"As I further progressed, with My Life, I soon would come to realize that I had other gifts?"
...
"I enjoyed the "Auto Mechanic's Class," and was even using a welder and helping other young teenage men ripped down cars and rebuild them!"
"And, it got to the point that My dad figured I might want to make a career of it?"
"So, he was making arrangements for the following year when I would have graduated High School to start "Brookdale Community College" in New Jersey."
"But you see, none of that was meant to be?"
...
"On March 31st, 2003...
"I was a passenger in a car driven by a young as well as "Mentally- Ill friend," of mine, Brian Cole."
...
"Now Brian decided that he himself was too depressed to live anymore!"
"And, was going to not only take himself out but anybody else around him!"
"Which so happened...
"To be Me!"
...
"After the accident progressed, My family realized that I wasn't coming back...
"You see, I or My body, was disturbed and distributed so Violently...
"That I suffered from a Deep Coma as well as a Serious Brain Injury!"
"And, the damage was too severe?"
"The oxygen dissipated within a 17 hour period so My Brain Died?"
"And, I would become more or less...
"A Cabbage in A Vegetative State of Being."
....
"This was not acceptable with my family, so they then decided to donate Me or give Me away...
"To the *World.
Approximate Word Count 804.

Author Notes *World:
"To learn more about...
"Organ-Tissue Donations."
"And, I hope to God that if you're placed in this situation...
"And, like Me...
"Have no choice...
"Then, just simply call My dad's, dear, friend...
"Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life." "Philadelphia, Pennsylvania."
"At 1-800-DONORS-1."
"And, tell Lara that Jason said...
Hi!"

"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist...
'Wolfdancer13' and his incredible picture...
"Peaceful Bliss"


Chapter 31
My Day By Day 2003

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"My Day By Day 2003"
Written May 2nd, 2006
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
(A Dedication)
<*> C.FanStory 2017<*>

"Like the 'Sands of an Hourglass,' my existence slowly passes through...
"The Great Portal of Life."
"Too much Grief...
"Too much Depression...
"To, too Much Severe Pain and Loss of *Life."
...
"Firstly, I lost my only Son Jason and then followed by my only Wife Carolyn."
"And then, almost my very, own, life"
...
"As I write this it's December 2006...

****

WARNING GRAPHIC!!!

"Now as I stand here...
"All alone in my house... "My House of Suffering" with a Seven, inch, serrated, steak, Knife...
"I plunge it not once but twice to each side of the nipple of my breast to try to capture what keeps me alive the best but, unfortunately for me, I miss but I don't dismiss!"
"Again, as I pick up the serrated, seven, inch, steak, Knife again..
"And this time, slash my neck not Once...
"Not Twice...
"But Thrice!"
"Aiming for the Jugular which I missed as well?"
...
"Oh well, again my only recourse left is it down a bottle of Depakote?"
"But Lord, that doesn't work either?"
"You see, for me, perhaps You...
"Maybe?"
"There's things going on here that are more than just me?"
...
" As I tried to take my life...
"Seconds tick by one by one...
"Minute by minute...
"Hour by hour...
"And, Day by Day."
...
"My life now fading...
"And, passing bye...
"As a year dissapates in an hour...
"Yes Dissipates!"
"Oh my Lord God!"
"What hath I done?"
"No more Color?"
"No more Glee?"
"No more Little Garden Flower...
"For me?"
Damned!"
"All I can now do is think of both...
"Both of you!"
...
"Never a recent Thought...
"Never a recent moment Passes...
"Too much Distance...
"Too much Vastness...
"Too, too, much Resistance!"
"Lord, what shall I now do?"
"My dear, God!"
"I now just grow older?"
"And, all I can do is now is cry!"
"Cry for all those Horrid *Lies!"
"The memories...
"Just Collide!"
...
"No more Smiling...
"No more Touching... "Just an emptiness here inside?"
...
"Can't you now see Lord?"
"Is this the way it was supposed to be Lord?"
"Is that all that's left after we create a family?"
...
"Lord, so many lonely and sleepless nights?"
"After the lost of Son and Wife?"
"The memories build, as a crescendo of horrible nightmares and melodies haunt me to this very day!"
"All alone!"
"Solitude!"
"No one left around in this old and empty house."
...
"And, it's still so soon?"
" And, takes my breath away!"
"I can't get it out of my head!"
"To this very day!"
...
"The Spectre of Death!"
"Can't get used to?"
"Tries to take away...
"My very, last, breath!"
...
"So please God!"
"Send an Angel...
(Like Meia)
"To me?"
"To take me to a place where you know that my family will be...
...
"A place where there's no more nightmares!"
"No more pain!"
"Nor loss of Breath!"
"No more Spectre of Death!"
...
"This now I do pray...
"Day By Day!"
Approximate
Word Count: 529.

Author Notes *Life:
"And, to learn more about...
"Organ-Tissue Donations."
"Simply call my, dear friend, Laura S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life."
Philadelphia,Pennsylvania.
"At 1-800-DONORS-1."
"And, thanks from the bottom of my Heart and my Son Jason's donated Heart...

"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist/writer...
'Dr. Ricky1024 and his incredible picture...
"Just Jay"


Chapter 32
Silent Tis This Night (A)

By Ricky1024

"Silent Tis This Night(A)"
Written on December 24th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
<*>C.FanStory 2017 <*>

"Silent Tis This Night as all the 'Herald Angels Sing.'
"Glory, Glory, to our Newborn King."
"Tis so, so, quite Daddy?"
"Why?"
"Why Daddy?"
"Did I have to die?"
...
"The Angel stopped singing...
"Maybe my Son above, Your time had come?"
...
"Silent Tis This Night as the 'Hearld Angels Sing.:
"Glory, oh Glory, for a new Angel...
"Father, hath bring!"
"And yes, another Newborn King!"
<><><><><><><><><><>
"Hark! The Herald Angels Sing!" (B)
(A Dedication)

"Hark the Herald Angels doth Sing!"
"For All Above, Thy Love You bring!"
...
"Thy Blessed Grace...
"Thy Smile upon Thy Face!"
"Thy Presence Above!"
"All a sure sign of Your Love!"
...
"Hark!"
"The Herald Angels Sing!"
"Glory, Glory for my Son Jason!"
"For He finally got His Wings!"
<><><><><><><<><><>
"Joy for His World!" (C)
"As the Earth spins on its axis, people are crying...
"People are lying...
"And, people are dying?"
"Where for arth thou Joy, Lord God?"
...
"Silent Tis the Lambs of Faith whom cry out Thy name?"
...
"They live for You!"
"They give for You!
"And, they now They Die for You?"
...
Why?"
"Why Lord God?"
"Starvation...
"Humiliation...
"Lord, where's the Excitation?"
<><><><><><><><><><>
"Cry Out Thou Lord, For Me?"(D)

"Cry out Thou Lord for Me."
"For I have died for Thee!"
"I sacrifice all for Thee, so others down there can be!"
...
"Cry out Lord God for Me?"
"For, I so...
"So miss My family."
...
"They wonder why and all they now do is cry?"
"And, as I now continue to give this Christmas Holiday."
"Remember...
"I died so you could *Live."
Approximate Word Count: 299.



Author Notes *Live-
"My only Son Jason...
(As a passenger)
"In a car driven by a maniac...
"Died in a horrible accident...
"On March 31st, 2003 after suffering in a coma from His injuries."
...
"Seventeen hours after the accident, He was pronounced because of a massive Brain injury."
...
"And, to learn more about what my Son did...
(Which is donate himself)
"And, to learn more about the amazing process of...
'Organ-Tissue Donations...
"Simply call my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life." Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
"At 1-800-DONORS-1."
"And, this Christmas, I thank you from the bottom of my Heart and my Son Jason's donated Heart."
"Which still beats in the chest of a man named Chaz."

"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist...
'sheshadri_shreenivasan' and their beautiful and incredible picture...
"The Silence of Winter!"
<><><><><><><><><>
"Hark the Herald Angels Sing!" (B)
(A Dedication)
Hark the Herald Angels Sing For All Above my Lord you bring by blessed Grace I smile upon thy face presents above a sure sign of Your Love Hark the Herald Angels Sing Glory Glory for my son Jason who finally got his wings.
<><><><><><><><><>
"Joy for His World!"(C)
As the Earth spins on its axis people are crying people are lying and people are most certainly dying where are wherefore art thou Buy Joy God smiling Tis the Lambs of faith whom cry out the name they live for you they give for you and they now die for you starvation humiliation where's the excitations?"
<><><><><><><><><>
"Cry Out Thu Lord for Me?"
Cry out Lord for me for I have tied for the My Sacrifice wall for the so others down there can be cry out Lord for me for I so so miss my family they wonder why and all mostly nail do is cry and as I now continue to give this Christmas remember I died so you could live


Chapter 33
The Gift of Life

By Ricky1024

"The Gift of Life 2003"
Written on January 19th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
"What is Life?"
"Could it possibly be just a fleeting moment?"
"As fleeting as a butterfly or a bee?"
"Or perhaps, more than we can perceive?"
...
"What is Life?"
"Maybe it is continuous and everlasting?"
"Or, just Puffy, White, Clouds just passing?"
"Or a Beautiful Rainbow that is here for a moment...
"Neverlasting?"
"A Split Second inTime or a memory that lasts always and forever and a Lifetime?"
"Tears for years just yours and mine?"
...
"Yes, what is this thing called 'Life?'
"And, are we just a creation from the Creator above?"
"Or maybe...
"Much, much, more?"
"Perhaps a combination of factors of Love from that Creator, above?:
...
"I know that Life for me is simply as precious as precious can be."
"Because once you lose something...
"Something that is so very beautiful...
"And, so very special... "Something that means so very, very, much...
"Then my friend, you have lost this part of you...
"Your Addiction...
"Your Slice of Benidiction."
"Your favorite Pair of Dice...
"Your Ultimate Vice...
"Your Jesus Christ!"
"What is Life?"
Approximate Word Count: 199.

Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing as well as talented artist....
'Cammy Cards,' and her incredibly, beautiful, picture....
"Solitude"


Chapter 34
From the Bottom of My Donated Heart?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"From the Bottom of My Donated Heart?"
(A Dedication to Jay)
Written on February 4th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024.
And Jason Richard Smrkovsky
<*>C.FanStory 2018<*>
"From the Beginning to the End."
"Sometimes in Life."
"Life Tis Again...
(Theology 40.05)
"Lets begin again, Son?"
"Yes, dad....
*********1962*********
"Once When I Was Young, I had Dream...
"And, in this Dream...
"There was You...
...
"I was but a child of less then ten...
"Dreaming of wanting more than...
"Just a Childhood friend?"
"A movie...
(I would see Barb)
"And, a New Beginning...
(Yes, Meia a new beginning)
"I would want for me?)
**********1970********
"At the age of only sixteen...
"I was starting to realize My Dream."
"There were many, many, beautiful girls...
"But as a young man...
"I would soon need a woman...
"I was working then, just turned sixteen, and quit school to help support the family...
"No more...
'Golden Rule.'
(For me, Meia and Barb)
"You see?"
*********1974*********
"At the age of only twenty...
"I met my first Love Susan...
"And, as a Virgin...
"I thought that she was Plenty?"
(L.raven and Mermaids)
"But God said...
"A Woman for Thee."
*********1982*********""Now, at the age of Twenty Eight."
"I finally had a Date with my Fate."
"That's when I met...
"My future wife to be... Carolyn Ann Richmond."
...
"Carolyn Ann was different and neat, fulfilling my every of need, indeed!"
"But, she was married?"
"And, a divorce would be needed for she...
"From an Addicted and Abusing man...
"Indeed...
**********2000********
"The Century would now be changing....
"My Life here on Earth now would need rearranging...
(Dean Kuch, Thomas Bowling, and Brett West)
"And my Date with Fate...
"And now Destiny...
(Miss Tier, Meia, Barb, Elaine, Linda, Abby, and all my friends here)
"Would quickly dissolve into a Horrible and Nightmarish Dream....
**********2003********
"Now married, growing old, successful, no mortgage, and all the things that I worked so very, very, *Hard...
"To achieve?"
"Would now become more or less...
"Than *Make Believe...
Approximate Word Count: 349.







Author Notes *Hard:
"In 2003, my only Son Jason would be involved in a Horrible accident."
"And, as a passenger in a Ford Mustang Convertable that have been raced professionally at Atco Raceway...
(In Atco, New Jersey)
(The mentally ill child
at only the age of 17)
(Brian Cole)
"Eas on a Suicide Mission from Hell."
"And, unfortunately for my Son Jay."
"He would be the victim"
"Irreversibly Brain-Damaged."
Raccooned, and severely Comatosed with little chance at a normal Life again...
"We had no choice but to donate."

**Make Believe:
"And, to learn more about donations...
'Organ-Tissue Donations.'
"Simply call my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life." Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at...
1-800-DONORS-1."
...
"And thanks to all my Friends and Fans here at FanStory...
"And, from the bottom of my broken Heart."
"And, and my Son Jason's donated Heart...

"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and his son Jesus the Christ, FanStory, Fan Art Review, this amazing as well as talented artist and writer...
'Dr. Ricky1024.'
"And his incredible, amazing, and beautiful picture...
"Just Jay."


Chapter 35
Tempting Fate on My Way to Heaven?

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.

"Tempting Fate on My Way to Heaven?"
(Sleep in Heavenly Peace)
Written on August 25th, 2017
By Doctor Ricky 1024
~?¢~ C. FanStory 2017 ?¢~?¢
"The Day Divides the Night but the Night Destroys the Day!"
(Jim Morrison)
...
"I don't believe in True Love that only exists...
"Far, far, above."
"I don't believe in Long Marriages because that only ends in regrets."
"I don't believe in these many changes nor do I believe in Fairytales...
"That end in 'Happily Ever Afters.'
"Because after thr year 2003, I lost something costly."
...
"I certainly don't believe anymore in God nor Angels."
(Just Strangers)
"And, I no longer believe in
Ice Cream that floats on...
'The Good Ship Lollipop' because Satan commands that ship on the way to his 'Bunny Hop!"
...
"For this is a take, take, take, all World that we live in!"
"A Satanic Movie produced with Sin, directed by the Grim Reaper, directed by Demons, who always are a hate'n and starring...
(Of course!)
"The Lord of Darkness Satan!"
...
"I no longer believe in music that soothes the Soul because I lost that too in 2003 not 2002."
"And, I don't believe in 'Mother Earth, Father Seed, or Papa Happiness!'
"But, you know what I believe in?"
"Auntie Greed for she texts and takes me from me."
"And, tells on me"
"And, sends me on a One-Way Trip to Hell!"
(Been there on numerous occasions as well!)
...
"Nor can I believe again in flowering things that bloom in the Sun."
"Where butterflies play as lightning bugs light up the way."
...
"I stopped believing in Stars in the night sky or a Wishing Star captured in a Crystaline Jar."
"Better off Dead you are!"
...
"Before I let myself go that far and start believing in Angels that sing."
"Or shining or shiny things like diamond rings...
"I'll cut off my Sullen Head!"
(Better off dead!)
"Do I still believe in Sunrises or Sunsets?"
"Not yet!"
...
"Nor the Moon a glow or the Sun that shines to warm and lght the way!"
"They all got lost the day God took back my *Baby!"
...
"The Night Stars in the Northern Sky cry as drugs, prostitution, murder, thieving, and rape...
"Won't go away!"
...
"Because Satan is in control today and the Pureness of Heart?"
"What more can I say?"
...
"So, what do you or can you believe in today?"
"I would hope you believe that my life sucks and always will!"
"And, as I sit a spell and Ponder my words...

****

"Did I, can I, believe that the beautiful fish in the sea were created by God and only God an see?"
"Can I believe that the Animal and Insect Kingdoms...
(On the ground and in the air)
"Are put and only there for us to destroy and hate?"
"As we poison this once beautiful World's...
"Land, Sea, and air?"
"Yes."
"And, can I believe that we waste all...
"Want all...
"Give All to ourselves?"
"Yes."
...
"In God We Trust no one!"
"And, Trust no longer exists...
"All replaced with...
"Waste all, Destroy all...
"Once and all...
"And, we forgive not and give it all away?"
...
"What ever happened to our Glorious Day?"
"What should I believe as I perceive..
"The Breath of Satan's Death and Darkness deepening... "Shall eventually destroy the day and as we rest away...
"All curled up nice and tight like a ball of Frightened Loss of breath...
"What's next?"
"More humans killed?"
"Like the two, young, men near me...
"In 1993...
"Slaughtered and the mother was tortured into madness and distress!"
"Both not by chance but by Express?"
...
"Are you too, tired of living?"
"Tired of complaining and not giving?"
"Tired of trying...
"Have you given up and figured that their lives were done?"
"As they were all whisked off into a Bolivian?"
"You see that was in 1993 and again in 2003 involving a definite pattern!"
"That is existing in some kind of sick form in...
"The Twilght Zone!"
...
"You see, there is a Fate and there is a Destiny with a splatter of...
'What's the Matter!"
"And, a good heaping!!"
"Of, Helping of Hospitality in the form of Pain and Misery!"
"Lets pray and ask God to take away all the 'Weapons of Mass Destruction."
"All the destroying drugs!"
"Replace them all with wonderful hugs!"
...
"Once there were rulers of all our lands!"
"And, they today, right now... "Have more power at your fingertips with your stupidity!"
"They came before you and your Technology!"
...
"We have Capitalism!"
"We have to Totalitarianism!"
"We have Communism!"
"Monopolizations, torturings, and Walmarts!"
"These evil rulers...
"Banks, bosses, judges and lawyers!"
"Politicians and Polices of Officers...
"Are all taking charge and wanting to dominate!"
"They are picking our pockets and lining them with their Spare Change!"
"When Will this change?"
...
"But you see, God has planted a seed?"
"A Seed of Mercy!"
"A Seed of Hope!"
"A Seed of Love!"
"For we are at the end of our Ropes!"
...
"A New and more Glorious World awaits!"
"We need to Love and not Hate?"
"For Goodness Sake!"
...
"And, we need to save the iIllegally Enslaved...
"The Deformed...
"The Abused...
"Confused, Aged, and the Mentally ill."
"Then and only then, will..
"The Day Divide the Night and the Night Surrender to the Day!"
"Allowing us again...
(To say the least to)
"To...
"Sleep in Heavenly Peace."
Approximate Word Count: 923.

Author Notes *Baby:
"My Son Jason who died from result of His injuries in 2003."

"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing and talented artist...
'LindaBickston,' and her incredible picture...
"Sleep in Heavenly Peace"


Chapter 36
Give Myself Away?

By Ricky1024

"Give Myself Away?"
Written on March 6th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
(A Dedication)
<*> C.FanStory 2018 <*>
"Dear God, what should we do now?"
Note: Accident Date was March 31st, 2003.
"What Lord, should my family do with Me?"
"For, I am now less than Thee?"
...
"My Son Jay, Listen closely and clearly this day!"
"This is what matters...
"Matters I say!"
...
"I am your Creator and you are not alone!"
"You are My Son and I must now take You!"
"Take You Jay, back Home this Day!"
...
"The Clouds lifted and three Angels appeared...
"Micheal?"
Yes Gabriel.
"This boy is He the one?"
"I suppose, let's ask Jesus."
...
"Jesus?"
Asks Michael.
"Is He the one?"
"The one you must take for the others?"
"Shh!"
"That's a secret to be shared with no one but the Boy's family!"
...
"The Clouds parted again and the three Angels lifted the 'Semi-Lifeless Body.'
"Ever so gently...
"Ever so gently and carefully away...
...
"Location: Heaven."
"Time: April Fool's Day 2003 at *Midnight."
"Okay Jason, my name is Saint Peter!the keeper of 'The Pearly Gates.'
"You need!to answer one and one question."
"Okay Jay?:
"I guess so Saint Peter?"
...
"Why Peter did I die?"
"Why Peter can I no longer feel My body?"
"Was I suppose to die to help others, Saint Peter?"
...
"Yes Jason and you have now answered the question correctly."
...
"Suddenly, a Pair of Beautiful and White Wings appeared!"
"Place these upon your back Jason."
"For You will need these here as you nter 'The Celestial Kingdom."
"Jason places them upon his back and they grasp?"
...
"Ouch and they are itchy!"
"I know, That's what the all say!"
Replies Saint Peter.
"Now, good job and You have a lot of work to do,"
"Be off, fly with the others to Heaven!"
Note: Heaven is "The Celestial K8ndom."
"It is resting on a Massive and colored Cloud, far far above and beyond."
"And, no 'Meer Mortal'has ever realized this to after...
"The Passings."
To Be Continued later today








Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review view this amazing and talented artist...
Doctor Ricky 1025 and his incredible picture...
"Just Jay"


Chapter 37
My Only Son Named Jay

By Ricky1024

"My Only Son Named Jay"
Written on August 28th, 2006
By Dr. Ricky 1024 at (8:54 PM. EST.
***<><><>****<><><>***
"Once Upon a Time in a place in my Heart, a Dream was cast into...
"The Sea of Me."
"For, there comes a time without any good Reason or Rhyme...
"When you eventually...
"Lose your Mind...
...
"There also comes a Time where you just wake up and realize the purpose for your existence."
"It is also, a Time to give Back...
"To Relinquish...
"The Key...
"Because, you have opened that Chest at...
'The Bottom of Thee.'
...
"And, way deep inside that box where 'The Soul' lies in wait and surfaces ashore...
"And, lies in wait...
"There is this thing called 'Fate.'
...
"You see, Existence is not always a sure bet."
"You start up that ship and set a course that only God Directs."
"To, Create a New and Better Life."
"For, this is a Gift for all to enjoy."
"There is only Two Choices...
"The first...
"A Girl and the second...
"A Boy."
...
"To rear or to raise is...
'A Two-Sided Coin.'
"As it spins and as it flips, you see both sides at once!"
"The Happy as well as the Sad...
"The Good and the Bad...
"The hands turn so fast as yesterday becomes a long, ago, past."
..
"So, exactly what did you mean to me?'
"A reassuring, quick, smile as I ponder Your *Life?"
"I so sensed Your Uncertainy, Your Fears, Your Uneasiness...
"For, So, So, Many, Tears."
...
"And, as I now end this...
"I want You to know...
"Time now moves ever so slow...
Approximate Word Count: 277.

Author Notes *Life:
"On March 31st, 2003,we lost that 'Only Son Jay.'
"And, on April 1st, 2003...
(The very next day)
"We Gifted Our 'Only Jay, away...
...
"And, to learn more about 'Organ-tissue Donations.'
"Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W with...
"The Gift of Life."
Philadelphia Pennsylvania.
"At 1-800-DONORS-1.
"And, thanks from the bottom of my broken Heart and my son Jason's donated Heart."
************************
"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review and this amazing and talented artist as well as talented artist and writer...
'Ricky 1024' and his incredible picture...
"Just Jay"


Chapter 38
The I'S R the Windows 2 the Soul?

By Ricky1024

"The I'S R the Windows to the Soul?"
Written on June 22nd, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024 and Jason Richard Smrkovsky
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"Searching...
"Searching...
"Searching...
"For?"
...
"God?"
"Yes Jay?"
"Just where am I?"
"Well Jay, you are in a better place."
'Remember?"
"No God!"
"Something's wrong?"
"What has happened to me?"
"I remember an event?"
"Like a party?"
...
"Yesterday you were celebrating your older sister Nikki's birthday party."
"Remember?"
"A little but something is still wrong?"
"I think it's my head it hurts terribly Father!"
"Yes, that I am working on and I will eventually explain that at a later time."
"As your dad writes for you"
"My dad?"
"Where's my dad?"
"I need him!"
...
"He will be with you someday I promise but for now let's just pretend that I'm your Father"
"Your Heavenly Father ."
"Oh, that's where I am."

****

"Tears in Heaven"
By Doctor Ricky 1024
"Tears flow...
"Ever so...
"From My of Broken Heart...
"From my Head to my Toe...
"This...
"I now need you to know."

"Jay?"
"Well, I miss Him...
"Miss Him...
"Each and Every...
"Sad, Sad, of Day...
"And, it will never again be the same without He...
...
"Heavenly Father?"
"Yes Jay?"
"Will I ever gain go home?"
"You're already there Son."
"For, this is where all want to be."
"From the Sick to the Healthy with me!"
"And, one day soon...
"You will see...
"That when Life has taken a terrible and horrible Toll...
"You just reach out for Me... "And, then you will realize...
"That...
"The Eyes are the Windows to the Soul."
Approximate Word Count: 281.

Author Notes *Soul:
"The sSoul is forever"
"A Portal to Heaven and the Spirit World ."
"It releases from the body when the body realizes finally ...
It's time and then recreates itself while above..
"And, returns 'The Child of Thee.'
...
"During this process, we are all passed through the Veil."
"Once this happens, we are then in...
'The Spirit World.'
"Here we will realize our past life as Heavenly Father allows us to rest and reflect."
...
'And, if you are worthy and obey, then you are given another chance."
"Another chance at New Life"
...
"Through the process of 'Love and Conception,' then and only then can we return"
...
"And, to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations.'
"Simply contact my dear friend Lara S.Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life."
Philadelphia Pennsylvania "At 1-800-DONORS-1."
"And, thanks for the bottom of my broken Heart and my Son Jason's donated Heart."

"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, FanStory and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review and this amazing and talented artist as well as talented artist and writer...
'Dr.Ricky 1024' and his incredible picture...
"Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust"


Chapter 39
Wence there Was Love?

By Ricky1024

"Wence there Was Love?" {A}
(A Poem by Doctor Ricky 1024)
Written on June 26th, 2018
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"As Time Blends...
"Nighmares become Realities"
(Theology 37.22)
...

1988:{Age Four}
"Daddy?"
Yes, Jason?
"When I grow up, I want to be just like you."
"That's nice Son."

1992: {Age Eight}
"Dad?"
Yes, Jay?
"When I grow up Dad, I want to be possibly, a Musician and start My own *Band."
Great Jay.

1996: {Age Twelve}
"Yoa Pops?"
Yes, Son?
"Guess What?"
What Jason?
"When I get older, I want to be an Automobile Mechanic."
"Like that one Jay!"
I Replied.

2000: {Age Sixteen}
"Father Dad?"
Yes, Son Jason?
"Do you remember that time, long ago, when you took Me to the beach?"
"I was only Four."
Yes, Jason.
"You wrapped My arms around your neck and said...
"Hold on Tight!"
"You'll be alright!'
"You Said."
...
"You jumped the waves until it got too deep, then we dove under the 'Salty Seas!'
"You then swam ME out to the Sand Bar!"
"It seemed 'Light Years' away from the shore!"
"I felt like I was...
'King of the World!'
I know Jason.

2002: [Still Eighteen}
"Dad?"
Yes, Jason?
"Me and my girl Angel are gonna go to the beach in Shipbottom."
"Remember that Beach Dad?"
Yes, Jay.
"That Time?"
Yes, Jay.
"When, I was only Four?"
"Never will forget Son."

2003:{Age Eighteen Again}
"On March 31st, 2003, my only Son jason Richard Smrkovsky...
"My **Buddy Friend...
"My King of the World...
"Life would soon...
***End."
Approximate Word count: 273





Author Notes *Band:
"Jason started that Band called...
"Four Ways to Save!"
"And, that was what He did by Sacrificing His Life."
**Buddy Friend:
"My First Writing."

"Buddy Friend"
{A Dedication to Jason's Friends}
Written on April 14th, 2003
By Richard Edward Smrkovsky
{Trophy Winner}
"I'm not here right Now...
"But I'm not Far...
"I'm in a Place...
"Close by like a Star...
"You'll feel this Place...
"Take a moment...
"You'll see...
"Then you will Know...
"Just Where I'll Be...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003
Organs Donated on April First 2003
{April Fool's Day}
***End:
"Over, Infinite, Final."
"To learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations.'
"Simply Contact my , Dear, Friend, Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of life."
"Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at...
"1-800-DONORS-1."
"And, thanks from the Bottom of my Broken Heart and my Son Jason's Donated Heart."

""Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus the Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art review, this amazing and talented Artist...
'Joelgraphuchin' and his Incredible Picture...
"love design 3"


Chapter 40
King of the World! {B}

By Ricky1024

"King of the World!" {B}
Written on June 27th, 2003
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"I'm, 'The King of the World1'
"{Quote by Leonardo Di Caprio from the movie...
"The Titanic!"

"We have 'Many Kings' from 'King James' of the Holy Bible to...
'Elvis Prestle' the 'King of Rock and Roll!"
"To 'Burger King!"
"But my King is my only Son Jason!"
...
"If though Jason live until the 'Tender Age' of omnly Eighteen, He accomplished more in that short time...
"Then most!"
...
"From Brother to Son...
"Musician to Basketball Player!"
"Loving Friend to devoted Student!"
"Artist to Peer Mediator!"
But, the most important was 'Humanitarian!"
...
"How do you get that Title in only a few, short, Years?"
"How do you get Recongnized?"
"How does a Kid with a dream to be 'The Best that He Can?"
...
"Firstly, you have to Care, more than you Dare, more than Life!"
"Second, you have to make just, One, Fatal, *Error?"
"Lastly, then you have to Die?"
"Die to 'Live Another Day!'
...
"You need to give away!"
"All that You are!"
"More than You can imagine!"
"More than You ARE!"
Approximate Word Count:204.



Author Notes *Error? :
"And, to learn more about...
'Organ-Tissue Donations.'
"Simply Contact My, Dear,. Friend Lara S. Moretti The L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life!"
"Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at...
"1-800-DONORS-1."
"And, thanks from the bottom of my broken Heart and My only Son Jason's...
"Donated Heart."

"Special thanks goes out first to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this Amazing and talented Artist and Writer...
'cleo85,' and her incredible Picture...
"Drowned Dreams"


Chapter 41
The Valley of the Dolls

By Ricky1024

"The Valley of the Dolls"
Written on June 30th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
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"There's a place, you should know, where people wait, and people go."
"And, in this place, there's a Wizard like Oz, called...
"The Valley of the Dolls."
...
"Meet Kimmie Haines, she's been here from the start?"
"Still waiting to replace, her Broken Heart."
"And, over there all alone in that chair, is Katey."
"Still waiting for that Donation, in the form of a 'Human Kidney?'
"And, what about Pete?"
"Yes, let's meet Pete!"
"But, we better wait a bit cause, he's asleep?"
"And, we keep him well covered, the Wizard and Me...
"So, he doesn't get a Shiver!"
"As he awaits for a replacement of A Liver."

****

"And, what about Me?"
"Yes, I'm a patient too!"
"My kidneys work fine and my Heart goes too!"
"But, my problem is different from them all?"
...
"The first moment that I stepped in this place, I soon realized that all these Dolls, seemed lost and out of place?"
"Some are content and those are the ones that don't have to pay rent!"
"They have Insurance and are way up on, 'The List!'
Ad for me?:
"My employer took it away in 2003!"
...
"So, it's harder for me and as I await...
"My, 'Gift of Life', will probably come to late!"
"You see, for Me, what I so desperately need...
"What's missing for me...
"And, it's not a Heart, Liver, or even a Kidney?"
...
"Yes, my time here is almost over and done."
"And, soon I'll be leaving...
"Without a *Son."
Approximate Word Count: 279.



Author Notes *Son:
"My Son that is missing in 'My Doll House of Misery.'
"My Gift of Life that will never, ever come...
Jason Richard Smrkovsky
November 5th, 1984~
March 31st, 2003.
Organs Donated on April 1st, 2003.
(April Fool's Day)
...
"And, to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations.'
"Simply contact my dear friend Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life Philadelphia Pennsylvania Pennsylvania at 1-800-DONORS-1.
...
"And, thanks from My Doll House and broken Heart and my son Jason's Donated Heart."


Chapter 42
New Life

By Ricky1024

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.

"New Life"
Written on July 11th, 2018
By Dr. Ricky 1024
{A Dedication}
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1978:
March 27th, 1978.
Nichole Megan Harbach

1979:
October 17th, 1979.
Kyle Erin Harbach
{My Two Step-Daughters}

1983:
July14th, 1983.
Corrine Alexis Smrkovsky

1984:
November 5th, 1984.
Jason Richard Smrkovsky

1985:
September 30th, 1985
Dana Alyse Smrkovsky

"New Life."
"Girl, Girl, Girl, Boy, and Girl!"
"This is the 'Order of Birth' in my Wife's Family."
...
"Nikki and Kyle are my, little, 'Harbachs.'
"A Pair of Russians in Communist-Free America!"
"I chose this family by Fate and not Fact!"
"No!"
"Heavenly Father would have nothing on that!"
...
"Nichole or 'Nikki' took after her Mother as Caretaker."
"My First-Born...
"Corrine or 'Corey' is the 'Little Artist" in the family!"
"After her graduation from "Douglass College a 'Division of Rutgers,' she went right to work!"
"Being a 'Graphic Artist' she was quickly in demand"
...
"Moving to Trenton in New Jersey about two, years, ago and proving herself 'Worthy' she moved into 'Six Figures.'
"As she now puts Dad to Shame!"
...
"Jason Richard is 'My November Child!'
"Being the only Boy, he quickly assimulated Himself and stayed in His...
*Holy Crackle World"
...
"My last born child is Truly a Miracle!"
"Dana Alyse is my 'Doozer-Woozer!'
"She was always there with me from age two to three!"
{Until she became 'Mommies-Little Girl!'}
"Being from 'Two Families' and blended Together, my Life was now Complete?"
End of Part Number One.
Continues with "One, Two, Three!"
Estimated Total Word Count: 1,000.
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"Nichole Megan Harbach the Care Giver!"
Written on July 11th, 2018
"Nichole {Nikki} was born into a House-Hold of Grief and Drugs."
"Micheal Harbach {Archie} was an only child born into a House-Hold of Alcoholism."
"And, what do you get when you mix the Two together?"
"A young woman who not only cared for her older sisters and brother but was 'Da Mommy!'
...
"She would wake them...
"Shake them...
"Read to them and send them on their way!"
Note:
"My Wife Carolyn Richmond-Harbach-Smrkovsky, unfortunately lacked these gifts?"
"But why you may ask?"
"She was raised in a House-Hold of 'Do it All' and 'Get Nothing' in return."
...
End of part Number Two.
Part Number Three
"Kyle Erin Harbach-Drum"
{The Beat Goes On!}
A Little later...
24.
Current Word Count: 404.






Author Notes "Special thanks goes out first, as always, to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan Art Review, this amazing as well talented Artist and Writer, Doctor Ricky 1024, and my incredible but sad picture...
"Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust"
"And 'Karenia.'


Chapter 43
Gifting His Only Life, Away?'

By Ricky1024

"Gifting His Only Life, Away?"
Written on July 17th, 2018
By Dr. Ricky 1024
"Once in a Lifetime A Miracle Will Happen for You."
{Theology 40.00}
"Dad?'
"Dad?"
"Dad, are you there?"
"I'm a little scared?"
"No Answer."
...
"The Blackened Clouds of Expression Appear?"
"Is there anybody here.
He Asks.
...
"YES!"
"THE CREATOR!"
"Are you Heavenly Father?"
He Asks.
"My Dad talks about Him forever."
"Yes, My Son.
'I'm afraid that Your Life now below...
"Is done."
"But, Your work here, will go on for an *Eternity."
.

Author Notes "*Eternity:
"Forever."
"Jason was seriously injured in a car accident."
"since He was 'Brain Damaged,' beyond , repair...
"His question...
"Is there anybody there?"
"Was appropriate."
"And, to learn more about...
'Organ-Tissue Donations,' simply contact my, dear, friend...
"Lara S. Moretti the L.S.W. with...
"The Gift of Life"
"Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at...
"1-800-DONORS-1."
"And, thanks from the bottom of my Broken Heart
and my Son Jason's donated Heart...
"Special thanks goes out first as always to Heavenly Father and His Son Jesus Christ, Fan Story and Tom the Administrator, Fan ART Review, this amazing as well as Talented Artist...
'Booklotto'
And his picture...
'Angel force"


Chapter 44
Away in My Manger

By Ricky1024

"Away in the Manger"
Written on July 26th, 2018
By Doctor Ricky 1024
(Sung to the tune)
"The Little Lord Jesus."

"Away in My Manger no crib for His Weary Head."
"The Little Boy Jason, lay down His hurt'n head."
"The Clouds all darkened and started to cry...
"For the Little Boy Jason was about to *Die.
...
"He looked all around Him but nothing was near?"
"As the Little Boy Jason shed just one, Sweet, Tear."
"The Angels above reached down from the Sky...
"And, snatched Little Boy Jason and said...
"Please little Angel, don't You cry."
...
"They rose way up high and passed through...
'The Heavenly Veil.'
"A pair of 'Fluffy, White, Wings' attached and He started to Sail!"
...
"Now in Heaven, the place all go after they die."
"But my 'Little, Boy, Jason' now lives in many others Deep **Inside."
Approximate Word Count: 153.

Author Notes *Die:
"Jason was declared Brain dead on March 31st, 2003.
(After a horrid car accident)
**Inside:
"And, to learn more about 'Organ-Tissue Donations'.
"Simply contact my, dear, friend Lara S.Moretti the L.S.W. with...
'The Gift of Life!'
"At 1-800-DONORS-1."
"And, thanks from the bottom of my Broken and Jason's donated Heart...


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