What John Nash experienced in his life was
the reality of mental illness ...
In the movie the beautiful mind
he in the end comes to the conclusion
that his voices are nothing but delusions ...
to me and my mind my voices remain what they are
and what I have always stated.
The understanding from non believing
and irreligious science cannot explain the intricate work
of a God who can create something so finite
and beautiful such as the creation
to which they explain away in their lesser theories
of scientific beginning and such a wonderful fearful
creation as a man to which they explain
away through a base knowledge of an origin of monkeys.
This is the science that steals the makers privileges and determines
through a lens unattuned and disproportionate to the reality
of the Holy Spirit ... it would rather dismiss the ideas of a Holy God
and conjure a belief in a potion and also a theory built on
a false premise and end with a resolution of grave consequences
and mistake this is your science falsely so called ...
as for me I have retired my mind to thinking
about getting another year older ... My birthday is due in a month
and I have led a life of medication and hospital treatment
for an illness which was never really determined and through
it all I have learned so much but the truth
to those who persist with their fabrications just dont care ...
so for me while I think about becoming old gracefully if I can I hope
I will be left alone to the beauty of my makers mind and deliberate
my latter years without the intrusion and devastating portrayal
of Police and Authority disfigurement which has presided for over
almost thirty years now ... I remain penniless disheartened with
the establishment and solely opposed to the medical fraternity
who have determined my life from a young age of twenty ...
like John Nash I agree they are but voices in my head ...
but to me mine are no delusions.
about the true free church ...
It has been recorded for posterity to release to another generation
who can live think and decide for themselves on Gods true church ...
after a twenty five year silence on the matter my own voice
is to be heard and can be found in the two books called
Where Angels Dare and The Nine Dividers of the Apollyon.